So it seems that life was getting just that little bit too happy for me; I should have known 
I quit my taxi office job last night - not because I wanted to but because I was getting so much shit from a couple of drivers that even though I really enjoyed working there, got to do my pigeon work on my shifts as well...
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I quit my taxi office job last night - not because I wanted to but because I was getting so much shit from a couple of drivers that even though I really enjoyed working there, got to do my pigeon work on my shifts as well...
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Oh. My. God. I cannot tell you all how excited I am!
This is coming to London in March next year, a couple of weeks before my birthday:
So, I'm sat here thinking, my sis turns 30 on the 17th March, I turn 35 on the 26th; maybe I should just book up a few seats for us to go on the Saturday in between...
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This is coming to London in March next year, a couple of weeks before my birthday:
So, I'm sat here thinking, my sis turns 30 on the 17th March, I turn 35 on the 26th; maybe I should just book up a few seats for us to go on the Saturday in between...
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lilli:
Thank you, sweetie. I love you, too, and appreciate everything you say to me! 
Have a wonderful weekend!
Have a wonderful weekend!
serenity225:
Life is a process right now. I fluctuate from ok to not so much. I've desided that in order to break through to the other side I'm going to seek some professional help for awhile. No shame in my game. Thankfully I need guidance and I'm not dealing with any organic brain stuff that needs meds and such. I just need help getting out of the funk and AA isn't enough right now.
Thanks for thinking of me and of my dad too. Loves you!
Thanks for thinking of me and of my dad too. Loves you!
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xalicex:
i have tears now.....lol im so emotional!!
thankyou emma.....that really honestly does mean alot. me and you have both come along way....and we defo have reason to be proud of ourselves, and each other.
thankyou emma.....that really honestly does mean alot. me and you have both come along way....and we defo have reason to be proud of ourselves, and each other.
xzombiex:
cheers for the congratulations, its been very hard not to go and buy cakes or chocolate.
Just spoke to my Nanny and she sounds 1000% better, I'm sooooooooooo relieved! 
I'm hoping now that I can get over there at some point soon and she'll actually want to go out somewhere for lunch with me - I always like our lunches together
I ache today from the Wii Fit yesterday yet I've still managed to do a few lunges and press-ups. I...
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I'm hoping now that I can get over there at some point soon and she'll actually want to go out somewhere for lunch with me - I always like our lunches together
I ache today from the Wii Fit yesterday yet I've still managed to do a few lunges and press-ups. I...
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flimsy:
So glad Nanny is feeling better. 
I am not a "gamer" but I SO want Wii fit for my postpartum body. I'm jealous.
I am not a "gamer" but I SO want Wii fit for my postpartum body. I'm jealous.
badrobot:
Buying t-shirts, mainly 
I've had a gorgeous day today, Happy Saturday everyone!
I had a really nice deep sleep last night - this is something I've not had for some time. Lately I've not been able to stay asleep and have been waking up every night almost hourly
Tessie then woke me up this morning at about 8.30am which was ok - she needed a wee so I...
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I had a really nice deep sleep last night - this is something I've not had for some time. Lately I've not been able to stay asleep and have been waking up every night almost hourly
Tessie then woke me up this morning at about 8.30am which was ok - she needed a wee so I...
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lior:
Aww Tess looks adorable in her little bandanna things.
xalicex:
yey its so nice to see you happier and smiling!
tessie looks adorable in her new garb.....shes stylish now as well as cute!!!!
sonny does look laid back! i hope louis is a bit like that
the classes with tessie sound like fun too, i bet she will have loads of fun, and you will too
its good to hear that you had a nice sleep too....i cant remember what that must feel like but im very glad you got a good nights sleep.
and go you for getting the wiifit out and giving it a go
tessie looks adorable in her new garb.....shes stylish now as well as cute!!!!
sonny does look laid back! i hope louis is a bit like that
the classes with tessie sound like fun too, i bet she will have loads of fun, and you will too
its good to hear that you had a nice sleep too....i cant remember what that must feel like but im very glad you got a good nights sleep.
and go you for getting the wiifit out and giving it a go
I'm back now The job was a lot easier than we thought so we got it finished this morning so I was able to drive home this afternoon
Shame really, the place we stayed in was really lovely and homely and we had a big fat veggie fryup each morning before work and then there was the stunning walk along the sandy beach last night...
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The job was a lot easier than we thought so we got it finished this morning so I was able to drive home this afternoon
Shame really, the place we stayed in was really lovely and homely and we had a big fat veggie fryup each morning before work and then there was the stunning walk along the sandy beach last night...
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xalicex:
tessie looks like shes got sucha fantastic character! i bet she has an almost human personality...i love dogs that are like that.
im sorry to hear about your granny hun, it cant be nice to see her suffering an dnot being able to do anything, but im sure you being there for her and talking to her is helping her alot.
i think with guys, its got alot to do with the vibe you give off....well it certainly is with the right kinds of guys anyway. if you were thin but miserable and giving of a vibe that you were seriously unhappy with your body etc i think they would be more likely to be put off by that then a nice girl, great personality bit of a bum but happier with it. if that makes sense.
im sorry to hear about your granny hun, it cant be nice to see her suffering an dnot being able to do anything, but im sure you being there for her and talking to her is helping her alot.
i think with guys, its got alot to do with the vibe you give off....well it certainly is with the right kinds of guys anyway. if you were thin but miserable and giving of a vibe that you were seriously unhappy with your body etc i think they would be more likely to be put off by that then a nice girl, great personality bit of a bum but happier with it. if that makes sense.
vortext:
playing your sis at wii sounds fun! ill have to let you hear some emo rap! haha!
Right then peeps, I'm off for a couple of days again with work, speak to you all when I get back on Thursday.
This is gonna be a very frequent thing me going away for days/weeks at a time in the coming couple of months - I'm now taking bookings for mid November!
Had a fab time at Wembley last night - pics to follow...
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This is gonna be a very frequent thing me going away for days/weeks at a time in the coming couple of months - I'm now taking bookings for mid November!
Had a fab time at Wembley last night - pics to follow...
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big_boy:
Be safe
lilli:
Have a good trip, you busy bee! I miss you when you're away!
OK guys, this is gonna be a pretty large blog because there's a lot either been happening or about to happen that I need to get off my chest. I'll spoiler some of it and you can then choose whether to open or not:
Today is a better day. After not having practised baking in time for Sonny's christening tomorrow, I've spent 3 hours this...
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Today is a better day. After not having practised baking in time for Sonny's christening tomorrow, I've spent 3 hours this...
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vortext:
thanks! yeah im excited especialy as the boyle tickets are only 7 quidd (its the work in progress show).
rdpixie:
Wow your baked goods look irresistable! You better make me some when I get back!
Stop thinking about a certain person. They are pointless and unnecessary!
Has your dress arrived yet? Better late than never I wnana see you in the pretty dress!!!
Stop thinking about a certain person. They are pointless and unnecessary!
Has your dress arrived yet? Better late than never I wnana see you in the pretty dress!!!
I am totally hopeless.
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xalicex:
that is one thing you definatly not......why do you feel that way?
trixxx:
I was gonna come here and post you something uplifting
but then....
maybe you need a kick in the ass? You are what you think you are hunny....
I don't feel like you are hopeless or I would have given up on you a loong time ago.
but only YOU can change your way of thinking.
I hope you are ok, or at least on your way to feeling better about yourself
but then....
maybe you need a kick in the ass? You are what you think you are hunny....
I don't feel like you are hopeless or I would have given up on you a loong time ago.
but only YOU can change your way of thinking.
I hope you are ok, or at least on your way to feeling better about yourself
So I'm back from Reading and I'm completely fooked.
Once I've got my energy back, I'll do a blog with lots of my fave photos from the weekend etc.
Hope you're all ok and were well-behaved while I was away? Tell me what you've been up to
xx
Once I've got my energy back, I'll do a blog with lots of my fave photos from the weekend etc.
Hope you're all ok and were well-behaved while I was away? Tell me what you've been up to
xx
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xzombiex:
good to see you back, hope you feel better now, but i must say it is all perfectly normal how you felt, it is hard but you will get through it
xalicex:
to be honest.....thats my sister all over.....she would find a reason to complain if she won the lottery.
Oh hun, that just sucks about your job!! I don't know why shit like that always has to happen when your life is finally falling into place...but it sure seems to be that way! I don't blame you for feeling crappy about it, I would have been upset about being talked to that way as well...
Thanks for your compliments on my handiwork...that was really sweet. I have found that MOST people actually really, really appreciate the effort in things like that...I've never had anyone act as if they thought I was just being cheap. And, baking beautiful cakes and making beautiful music more than count!! Creating beauty, is creating beauty
Lots of loves to you, hope you find something new and better soon!
it was wierd to look at little isabella and think that louis will be at that stage of development inside me right now!! i soooo cant picture it. i sitll picture him to not be quite as babylike if you know what i mean