Tuesday Dec 09, 2008

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Right then peeps, I'm off to Northumberland, I'm really looking forward to the long drive today biggrin I'm about to get my CD's ready and get on the road!

I'll try and get online while I'm away; if not I'll blog probably Friday once I'm back xx
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padre:
Good journeys to you dear kiss
xalicex:
drive safely hun....and have fun!

Thursday Nov 20, 2008

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OK, so maybe I'm not a prick but I sure felt like one last night. I lost my temper with her and said some things that maybe I shouldn't have frown

But then when someone is standing there and blatently telling you lie after lie and stealing your things, there's only so much of that I can take! mad

Too many agencies have been involved with this...
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brightredscream:
You always leave me the most thoughtful and sweet comments...
Thank you ♥
brightredscream:
You can do it love, I know you can ♥
I'm struggling with thinking of the positives as well, but we can BOTH do it!!!

x x x

Wednesday Nov 12, 2008

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Hello lovelies, how's you today?

I've had a fairly quiet day today, still feeling shite but definitely improving. My chest isn't so wheezy and I've been able to keep warm so now I have to prepare for tomorrow's outing, which I'm really not looking forward to but never mind, needs must and all that.

I'm gonna go for a shower in a mo but just...
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rdpixie:
That will be very pretty! Yay! Only 2 weeks and 2 days til i get new ink biggrin
xalicex:
that tattoo will look awesome!!! and you picked a cute place for it too.

love the pics too hun, aww.....i want to eat tessie up she is so adorable!

Tuesday Nov 11, 2008

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OK, so today I'm feeling a little more human although I'm sure I shouldn't have gone into the office for a few hours. We'll see if I pay for it tomorrow or not frown

I really need to be better as I've got a site survey in Dunstable on Thursday and I don't wanna be ill otherwise it'll be the longest and toughest day ever frown

There's...
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x_richard_x:
enjoy dunstable hun, if you can, its a shit hole and about an hour down the road from me. fyi while you are there avoid any tattoo studios you see smile
brightredscream:
Awwww those are SO freaking cute love

Thanks hon....I'm really NOT doing really well, but hey..I keep trying

Sunday Nov 09, 2008

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Sorry about my outburst earlier friends, I just sometimes wonder how and why I am so conscientious when I've been raised by a pair of selfish twats.

He's now fucked off abroad to drink himself to death and she is the most selfish person I have ever known.

We had a major falling out this morning over something that started off absolutely nothing to do...
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billytheseal:
if i ever drank bells, i don't think i would ever drink whiskey again lol. you take care of yourself angel. x
beestealer:
Aww... get better soon chuck!

Sounds like yer mom has loads on, poor women, how many children? They do some silly things sometimes and don't even know it harms you! Be thankful that she ain't diagnosed, mine uses that excuse all the time... tut. x

Thursday Nov 06, 2008

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Yesterday's funeral went really well I guess, well considering we were saying goodbye to a 34 year old girl with a whole lot of living still to do frown

The chapel was absolutely packed out with people all wanting to say goodbye, they even had to stand up at each side of the wall as there were no seats left!

I managed to buy the most...
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serenity225:
I've been such a silent shit heel that I haven't read blogs in quite a long time now. I just read thru your last couple and man can I relate. I'm glad you've gotten closure though. We've had a rough couple of weeks as well. My mom's friend of 30 years, only 46 spent a week on life support then a about 5 days in hospice and died the day before election. Direct result of drug and alcohol abuse. A good AA friend of mine passed the day before her of advanced lung disease, he was only 59, and this was especially tough because of dad's lung disease. The topper? One of my mom's 8 cats, a year old kitten, took suddenly ill day before yesterday and she rushed him to the vet. They couldn't figure out the problem and he died yesterday. They are so baffled that the vet is doing a necropsy (isn't that what they call if to animals) free for her because he wants to know what the hell was wrong. All his bloodwork was fine. He'd had a bloody nose the night before but mom though one of the other cats had just scratched him. They now think maybe hemorage or something. Poor little Owen.

Life gets real the older we get, eh? whatever

Anywho, I loves you and I thank you for loving me! kiss
nikdante:
Hi hon - sorry to hear about your loss, but glad the occasion put you in touch with your old friends.
As far as the bank goes - ditto on the cunts message. You'd think at present they'd be wanting your business.
Love back to ya. xx

Tuesday Nov 04, 2008

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Just a quickie because I really need to get in the bath and shave bits etc. for tomorrow. Donna would never accept anything less than perfect when it comes to presentation smile

So, yeah. Me and Sarah went to see Donna's body yesterday. It was the most shocking thing I think I've ever experienced in my entire life. I had the wind knocked right out of...
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anaphalaxis:
To be sure, they fixed the last 2 elections, but frankly I was disgusted the strategically shaved monkey even got enough votes that they *could* fiddle it.

American politics is SO fucked up, but at least the Democrats have some ounce of decency. Not much, but more than the bunch of borderline Nazi's who've been in the last 2 times...
ed1e1us:
Oh you wont loose me darlin....there are other ways to stay in touch right??? kiss
But don't you think they could have put out a bulletin or something, at least letting us know the site was being updated, I mean what is the customer support there for.

Damn!!

So you managed to get through yesterday ok?....was it difficult?
xoxo

Sunday Nov 02, 2008

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It's been an absolutely rotten few days. I just can't believe how many things I've had to endure in 2008 and I sincerely bloody well hope this will be the last one.

Sarah called me on Friday night when I was in the taxi office to tell me that one of our best friends from school had died suddenly at her mothers house on the...
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vortext:
i bet it will be a beautiful ceremonies. funerals, in my experience, always end up better then you hoped. anyways HUG!
neyrissa:
I'm sorry, sweets. That sucks. frown

(and that was so inadequate of me. Sorry, I'm shit with words)

Sunday Oct 26, 2008

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It's 9pm Sunday night - I have so many things going around in my head right now, I don't know where to start.

I feel like I'm at a bit of a cross-roads in my life. But instead of a cross-roads, it's more like a roundabout with soooo many exits, it's pretty confusing the say the least confused

So, my plan for the moment is to...
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rdpixie:
*hugs*

Hope you are alright missus. You are doing the right thing waiting because if you go down one of those paths unsure then it wont be any better. I hope you ahve some time to figure things out and do what is best for you.
xalicex:
http://www.underground-cybershop.co.uk/

thats the shop and ive been naughty and ordered them! hehe

i think you waiting is a good idea hun.....it ensures you will be 100% making the right decision in the long run. it would be so easy to just get carried away and rush in...it means you will have no regrets surrounding it.

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