Had the most AMAZING time at Latitude and have soooooo many stories to tell, I don't quite know where to start!!
I'll get some pics uploaded on my pc and then do a seriously long blog about it when I get the chance, hopefully in the next day or so. Got a lot of emails and work to catch up on first;... Read More
Mother is now in Spain so I can breathe again and relax. She's really upset me and the more I think about what she said the more I hate her and know that I can't have negative people like her in my life. Nanny is doing ok thank you too guys. Her blood levels... Read More
I was due to be driving to Birmingham for 3 days first thing in the morning and I reeeeeeeeeally didn't wanna go. Tessie is still up and down at the moment; the main problem being trying to get her to eat in the morning. I can't give her her insulin until she's eaten and while we were on holiday... Read More
its strange how in such a short time someone who we never get to meet can mean so much to us.
when i first got pregnant, i honestly never thought i would lose the baby, it didnt even enter my mind really. " it happened to other people but not me". but then when it did, it hit me like a brick, but a good thing that came out of it is i realised how precious and important life is.....everyone of us are a miracle.
just because pip isnt with you today, doesnt mean shes any less of a miracle than any other life on this planet. she was created and that is miracle enough.
im glad to hear that you are ok.....youve made big steps hun.
Today was another very good day. The garden was started yesterday and once we realised the there was too much garden debris for the Hippobag I bought, my little helpy helperton suggested it would be really good if we were able to chip it all so I then remember that I've got a few hundred quids worth of... Read More
oh right!!!
annie is like the nordic kylie but about a million times better.
she makes really good pop tunes with great electro backing tracks.
oh and she is hot.
check out a song of hers called chewing gum its her most famous one.
Had a bit of a tough day today all to do with the haminals:
1) Got on site for 10am and rescued 11 pigeons between birth and juvenile age (pre-flying stage). Took them to a sanctuary in Chichester (once I argued enough with them to actually take them in, gggggrrrrrrrr!) and then came home and scrubbed myself stupid. Man, was I black with soot and... Read More
In no way shape or form will it be a disappointment, but it has some shocks in it and I would STRONGLY recommend avoiding the internet until you see it.
First things first, I'm doing reaaaaaaaaaaaally well, to the point where I'm almost doing a little skippy dance around my office!! (I've been working since 9am and it's now 10.30pm so I won't because I'm too tired) but anyway, enough of that.
I've spoilered this because it's fairly long, probably a little emo too, and I would imagine some... Read More
We all knew you'd get here. Seriously though, I'm happy you're happier. Don't give yourself too hard a time about anything - what a lot of people fail to realise is that attraction is an emotional response, not a rational one, so of course it's difficult to explain to people why you feel a certain way, regardless of all the evidence against the situation - you don't CHOOSE to be attracted to someone, it just happens.
The person could have the worst list of traits but you might fall for them. On the other hand, you might meet someone who is perfect for you on paper but it might not work out for some undefinable reason.
We like to think we're in control of our attraction responses, but really we aren't.
However, you've obviously crossed a line which means you are viewing the situation rationally which means the connection is broken. And it's all good from here.
I'm sooooooooo excited!!