Sitting here at the Red Roof Inn in Monroesville, PA, right outside Pittsburgh. Last night, after a whirlwind 10 day phone courtship, I finally got to meet Dana. Mmm Dana. She has been everything I hoped for so far. I hope the rest of this weekend goes wonderfully... then we will see how the next few weeks go, and hopefully they will turn into months,...
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obsidian_:
becareful of all the zombies in Monroeville
riese:
Wow. You take the commitment road right away! Good for you! Hope it works out for you! 
ashes, ashes, they all fall down...
i jettisoned the extra relationships to be with Krista more... and she goes out to a pre-planned dinner with her ex-bf who is also her roommate, and he apparently burns a candle in his heart for her still... so he takes her to this dinner and asks her for a second chance ... and she relents cause in her...
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i jettisoned the extra relationships to be with Krista more... and she goes out to a pre-planned dinner with her ex-bf who is also her roommate, and he apparently burns a candle in his heart for her still... so he takes her to this dinner and asks her for a second chance ... and she relents cause in her...
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janegeraldine:
so you render vaginas weak and useless?
janegeraldine:
I think that is much more logical. 
well, so far this whole big new adventure has been interesting. still not sleeping like i should. every time i see the "wife" it is a grab-bag of emotions. sometimes we are friendly, sometimes she wants to disembowel me. I don't think we will end up friends, that is for sure. even as i type this blog we are arguing over yahoo IM. it's horrible...
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melaniek:
This is a hard time for her. Please look at this from her perspective. She does deserve to get angry. And this is very hard for her. The way I look at it, she got married to stay married. And now her relationship is splitting apart. She is forced to see this and forced to see that she picked the wrong life partner. And now feels like she wasted her time, love, and effort. Who wouldn't be pissed?
happylittlebitch:
Holy crap. guess what.. I know one of the players of the Mexican team from online gaming.. LOl he was like I'm coming to Columbus!!
funny huh? He'll be home tomorrow and tell me all about it.
funny huh? He'll be home tomorrow and tell me all about it.
I am just not getting enough sleep. I cannot seem to get to sleep. too many distractions. and It's making me miss work. Ugh. Plus the stress of the move / etc. Just plain wow. I need some fun. But I also need some resolution and to get things on track... 
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tez:
Thanks hunni. I really need some hugs 
Signed a lease. Moving out Saturday...
We have decided to attempt to remain friends. I honestly hope that we do because I still do care for her. I just needed a change.
We have decided to attempt to remain friends. I honestly hope that we do because I still do care for her. I just needed a change.
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rexall:
Change is always good, even when it's rough. I wish you luck... and love for you too!
spacelola:
Change is always good as well as new found freedom....
So, this morning, the deed was done. She called off work today, and proceeded to tell her mother and also mine. Since that time she has been going through stuff in the living room, and IMing me on yahoo about what to do with it all. Including the wedding album. I mean wtf am I supposed to say to the wedding album??? I just need...
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obsidian_:
team Ohio for the Win
It seems like your going through a rough time, hopefully it'll just make you stronger and happier
It seems like your going through a rough time, hopefully it'll just make you stronger and happier
spacelola:
Hugs for you... As noted above, just make sure you are taking care of yourself right now.. That important...
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heartlesshellcat:
Aside from the obvious (feeling the fear, and doing what needs to be done anyway)....
Does that symbol have any meaning for you, either spiritual, chakra related, etc?
Does that symbol have any meaning for you, either spiritual, chakra related, etc?
cherrylix:
At least you've identified what's potentially making you unhappy; you just need to work out how you can go about making the changes you need to wthout causing too much stress for you and the wife. It's not impossible :p
Tattoo idea is a nice one
Tattoo idea is a nice one
Today was a monumental day for the USA. It marks the beginning of our change, a blossoming of a new day that we have so desperately needed for the last 7+ years. Here's to hopefully 8 and more years of enduring change that will see America regain all of the ground we lost in the eyes of the world.
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cincy:
dang you were at havana and i didnt meet you ): well that sucks.next time ill make sure i look out for you and say hello!
fudgebudge:
alright? thanks for the friend request
Jesus. Why does this continue to be so fucking hard? Today has been a swell day but of course the doubts remain. it's a true conundrum. dammit. Stuck in suck.
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dwam:
No, there is nothing to say if there is chance or not of being picked. Actually, SG is currently picking up a bunch of old sets . But I have too many others I wanna submit - this one's time is over, for me.
bushka:
hey! thank you for your support and lovely words, i really appreciate it
C14, night #2. All of the bands were amazing. Iris is fucking AWESOME. I think we played well, however, if one were to judge it based upon CD and t-shirt sales, we sucked the big one. Oh well, maybe people will remember our performance and buy some tomorrow at the vending event...
taegan:
Thanks for the add! Nothing beats a good live show. Hope you did better with your sales!
C14 in a week... check. Work is busy... check. Marriage going ok? check. Crew playing great? CHECK.
All is fairly well here. How'sa you?
All is fairly well here. How'sa you?
ugh. my marriage is disintegrating. this is hard, folks, very hard to go through. on top of that I'm switching fields and as i transition I'm working part time doing the IT work that I will eventually be doing full time in two weeks. Life is stressful right now...