lifter82

hmmm,

been a while....but i feel the need to vent some of the inane things that are bimbling around inside my melonesque dome!

1.) i am doing well at work on the one hand....that is i am doing really well with the clinical stuff at work and i am getting positive reviews from my supervisors and i even won something at a work conference today, a book that'd cost about 50-60 bucks new...so good times

2.) i need to stop beating myself up over stuff that i am working hard at but not showing as great an improvement at as i would like, or more specifically as fast as i would like it......i WILL improve and master this just i have many other things in my life....

3.) i still need to get laid.....

4.) i hope my Grandma isn't ill.....this would be most upsetting.....i think i will find out soon.....i think a trip home may be on the cards.

5.) i want to win my big card game this evening

6.) how can people go through life being mediocre???? fuck, i am not the best at everything i do, i admit this freely and openly, but i strive to improve and to better myself in whatever it is that i do......damnit people are lazy sometimes, i ust get over this and not get bent outta shape over this......fuck'em, it's their life and their problem if they want to suck!

that's about it,
though i should mention i want to get laid.....
later,
L82