Saturday Feb 05, 2011

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hmmm,

after the initial 'high' of knowing i was a single, i am now in a bit of something that feels akin to grieving.....

it seems i am okay with the fact we are no longer together, though i get occasional twinges like wondering what she is doing and with whom, but it seems that i am more lonely than anything, i am sad for...
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Monday Jan 31, 2011

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hey guys,

just wanted to commit some thoughts to 'paper' as it were......

in the cold hard light of day, i think the split with the Missus is for the best, and admitting this is very painful, but ultimately true

i have been compartmentalizing some of the good and bad points about her in order to try and deal with the whole of the situation...
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Wednesday Jan 26, 2011

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well,

been pretty damn dramatic since my last blog......

the missus and I totally separated and it seems there is no reconciling....she got pissed because she cheated on me after a massive argument and i told some people about to get it off of my chest, and she couldn't handle the truth.....well, fuck that, i am not gonna sit here and suffer...
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merlowe:

Kudos to you my friend!

Saturday Jan 08, 2011

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i am now in possession of a rather tasty piece of traditional Samoan influenced ink....got half my work done today...got another 3-4 hours to get it finished smile

that'll make it so it is just about done by the time i go home to see the fam and try to mend the relationship with my missus.....

i am gonna look good and feel...
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lavandra:

Yeah for the tattoo, and hope the next 7 months will run fast for you smile
And thanks for your comment on my set smile

Tuesday Jan 04, 2011

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is tired of being treated like shit....and will get on with improving himself so that he can get the person he deserves smile
merlowe:

Fuck that..You are probably having a hard time finding someone that feels that they deserve you..and if they don't think that ..well then tell them to ask ME!!
Happy New Year Sweetz!! lovekiss

Saturday Jan 01, 2011

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i am not sure what i can do.......

i feel profoundly sad, dejected, rejected and unable to function at the moment....and having a week off work, whilst all my family are in another country and my fiancee decided to put out engagement on hold really fucking amplified those feelings

i was planning to go out and have at least one coke with some workmates...
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louisiana:

Seems like everyone's got the new years blues. Things will get better, surely everything will be alright. kiss

Tuesday Dec 28, 2010

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well,

after the short and yet strangely to the point blog i wrote a few days earlier, i feel the need to vent and get some stuff of my chest.......this isn't meant to be any great piece of literature but simply a mental blowing out of the cob webs

so we will start at the beginning smile

i guess based on conversation with my...
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Thursday Dec 23, 2010

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fuck life
jaxy:

I'm sorry. No one should ever have to go through anything that makes them feel this way.

Wednesday Nov 17, 2010

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well....

it has been a long old while since i have blogged but i figure enough time has elapsed and i have done enough in the interim to make it a tad longer than a few sentences, haha

anyhoo,

i am now getting married on the 29th of Feb 2012....the missus and I liked the date cause it'll allow us to btoh remember...
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merlowe:

LOL..my hubbie is a pharmacist also..we call him a legal dealer too!!

kekiface:

Thx!!

Sunday Aug 08, 2010

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well,

seems time for an update for those of you who care or not biggrin

i start the new job tomorrow.......this time next year, i will be ready to move over to the US, and live with my girlfriend and i can't wait....i genuinely feel good about trying to make my life how i want it to be.......

that's about it.....short...
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dezzie:

Hell yeah! Congratulations on starting your new job, I wish you all the luck in the world. You deserve to have your life the way you want it, and you are totally capable of getting it there. Well done! And thanks for the kind words on my new set it really makes me smile. smile

coni:

thank you so much for your comment on my set <3

Tuesday Jun 29, 2010

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alright folks,

just a quickie, well in the written sense anyway.......

i am soon to go back home to Denver for some R and R before the new job kicks off...looking forward to it really, i do like have something to wrap my mind around, otherwise i tend to become pretty damn useless, and waste money/time/opportunities...plus in a few years, i...
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Thursday May 27, 2010

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well

since the last post...it has been a hell of an up and down time.....

my job hasn't worked how i wanted.....i mean that i have learned things in the clinical sense and that is a good thing, as it can only benefit my future patients....

but the thing that has been the most important thing that i have learned is that...
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kay:

Thanks!

Good luck with all that you have going on. Has the counselling helped at all?

~cheers

kay:

I'm so glad to hear it. Good on you for recognizing the issue, and being strong enough to do something about it.

~cheers