why are things so weird right now? why does everyone I know give me the wrong idea? Why do I listen to what anyone has to say anymore, seems I dont care half the time anyway. people are so boring too me lately. why do people give me so much shit? I dident do anything to them. where did all this bad luck come from? nothing I love makes me happy anymore. I cant sleep at night, cant get up in the day. Its been building up and building up it seems,over the past 2 months; but now im at a boiling point. I cant take this fucking pressure. got fucked out of school, getting fucked out of a place to live, I feel so useless. I do absolutly nothing it seems. cant break out of this cycle of apathy.
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[Edited on Mar 15, 2004 10:49PM]