libberillious

ughh.
well I feel like I'm living on a different planet in some alternate dimension now.
Divorce is filed. Which is bumming me out more than I imagined it would.
Signed up for stupid online dating, friends swore up and down that it would make me feel better (people also swore up and down I'd love twilight) so I guess I should have known better.
I don't get hit on much. Not in real life anyway. That used to bother me, but this online dating crap has shown me that maybe it's best I don't get hit on much.
There really isn't a correlation between how many guys tell you you're hot and how you feel about yourself. Which sucks, because that means I have to fix this broken mess myself, and frankly I'm not in the mood.
I'd rather wake up and feel instantly better about everything.
There are people I'd like to stop thinking about. So much I wish didn't matter, but ultimately does.
I'd really like to be that girl who can just screw around with whoever she wants and not care. You know the one, who's good at dating and seems so happy all the time.
Actually, I'd really like to get off this unrequited love trip I'm on, that's just fucking stupid.