Do you want to know something that i find ironic...The one thing i promised to never do to anyone else...the one thing that hurt me and broke me into a million pieces, that i said i would never want anyone else to feel...i do to others....
I don't do it because i want to hurt them, i guess i do it because im not thinking about them at all, because i am being selfish....but then again didnt i blame them, did i say that if they had any feelings they would never have done something like that with someone i love? But now and numerous times since i had it done to me, i do it to other women....I pick their men, and their lives and wreck them the way mine was wrecked.
I don't do it because i want to hurt them, i guess i do it because im not thinking about them at all, because i am being selfish....but then again didnt i blame them, did i say that if they had any feelings they would never have done something like that with someone i love? But now and numerous times since i had it done to me, i do it to other women....I pick their men, and their lives and wreck them the way mine was wrecked.
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I think I understand