lexxus

So what to say...Been a while sorry life is sortta busy right now. Things are going really well actually, Lets see, i moved to melbourne, Um i got a new job, I have been going out a lot, and our baby boy is about to be born. Okay well thats it for now. Later

im sorry i do not update as much anymore, life just seems to have gotten to bland for me to have to urge to do anything latley. nothing new really same shit same day....
He got back with her...i guess it just goes to show that im really not good enough.
goodnight suicide land.
Lexie

I dont know how i could have been so wrong about everything....it makes me wonder if i even know myself. I can't believe that its over or that it never even started. I cant stop crying, its been 3 days straight now of tears...and all i can woncer is whats wrong with me????

another year has started...
another christmas has come and gone...
sometimes i wonder if anything ever changes,
the dates keep changing but the days all seem the same

today i am wicked sad. Sorry i havent been writing much lately...i just figured me being sad about the same shit every day was getting kinda old.

Anyhow today is one of those days where i cant lie to myself...cuz he makes it so hard and i have to just say okay maybe he just doesnt care.....ahhhh...i dono. Im sad so im gonna go to...
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So im trying to add pictures but i cant and its making me very upset. I cant figure out how to get them small enough to fit on here ahhh

Idon't know if i have ever been so miserably happy before ... I'm not really sure how to describe it. I think that i have just come to terms with a lot of things that i wasnt able to face before and now not that anything about my situation has changed, im actually happy....

I think that now no matter what happens...ill be okay..
I...
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Today was one of the greatest days i have had in a long time....Because of today i will have an amazing christmas. Thank you wonderful. You amaze me.

Got a phone call that made me laugh today...probably shouldnt of made me laugh but it did....and now i guess i understand when i yelled at those girls and told them to stay away why they just laughed at me lol its all kinda ironic i guess... well im sleepy and a little drunk. good night.

Im very very very very very very sick!!!!!! YUCK!!!! Sick sick sick sick sick ....