lexxus

I don't understand myself sometimes,
i thought that what i NEEDED was to be away from him, not what i wanted but what i needed, but i feel so empty without him around. I don't want to not know him, no smile at him, ...then again i just said want and not need....i don't know....ARGGGGG!!!!! Sometimes i just feel like no matter what i do its wrong. And im going to hurt either way, i might as well get some part of him right??? Even if its not the part i need, ill still get the parts i want...