lewhitelines

Good News
1) I found my cam that goes to my laptop.
2) I had a fun time yesterday with my family and soon to be familly, especially my sister's bf's brother Todd. That dude is awesome. He's a total surfer and is always quoting Team America. I was supposed to go hang with them last night but I decided to stay at my other...
Read More

Yesterday I did what I could to distract me from myself or rather touching myself?
I bought some hot brown Steve Madden wedges.

Today the subdivision I live in held their annual garage sale. w00t.
It sucked because people weren't buying our junk.
Oh well.
I made $ 3.00.
Now I have vending machine money.

Tomorrow we are baptising my niece Isabella.
She is the...
Read More

I am horny as fuck.
That should make for an interesting day.

This morning when I woke up to get ready for school I decided I didn't want to go to Chemistry so I stayed home and slept a few more hours. When I got to school I was late for class and saw my friend walking towards the train. I stopped to talk to him and asked him if the last exam was hard or not....
Read More

I got a new tatt and my back is really sore from it.
I'll post photos when I get the time.

Sooo I haven't been home since wed. or so, I've been at my sister's apartment. Yesterday I went to a difting competition up in Greeley with my best friend Sarah and I got sun stroke. Yeah today I have had a massive headache and my stomach hurts. I have sunburn for the second time in my whole life. I met some cool people and after...
Read More

I had therapy in the morning and was in a great mood. I learned a lot about myself and am starting to figure out how to deal with my life. I dyed my hair, it used to have blonde in it and now it is all blue black. I like it

w00t.

I'll post photos of my new hair when I get the chance.

Oh...
Read More

I'm currently enrolled in an introductory course to psychology (which I also took in high school) and it is a joke. On tuesday we had a class dicussion on evolution. Now, being a biology major, I know about evolution. A common misconception of Darwinism is that people think that Darwin said that mankind evolved from apes. WRONG. Darwin said nothing of the sort in any...
Read More

I'm back.

Thank you everyone, it may sound silly but you've really helped me through this. I've since stopped smoking cigarettes. I've started seeing a therapist and I'm not quite sure what to think yet so I'll give it some time. I was sober for 4 days and slipped last night. My sister and her bf of 7 years dumped her. She didn't force me...
Read More

Despite the sex and partying I cannot seem to be happy. It sounds horrible to say those things because I know that they won't truely make me happy but they keep my mind off of the things that are wrong in my life. Most days I don't want to get out of bed. Sometimes I cry or get angry for no reason. And instead of...
Read More

Do you ever look at someone and realize what a great friend they are? I looked at Sarah that way for a very long time and still do. The other day I looked at her in a very different way. I looked up at her and said, "Oh god, she's hot, Ryan's a lucky guy" Things are fucked up in my head right now.

I've...
Read More