work was hell.
they just built a new bridge here, it's finally finished after years of contruction. we used to have this draw brige that i'd always get stuck on when a boat came through. the new bridge is fucking huge. it's only been open for a few weeks now. a man jumped from it a few nites ago and committed suicide. they found his body near another island. ends up, the man that killed himself is a co-worker and good friend of mine's ex-husband of 18 years. she is going through tons of shit. the selfish fucker called her and the kids (who are 16 and 14) before he jumped telling them he loved them and goodbye... there has got to be something seriously wrong with you to do that, to talk to your children and ex wife and still pull through with the plan. a permanent solution to a temporary problem. bullshit. so she's all torn up. eighteen years. fresh divorce, and he let jealousy take over. we have been shorthanded at work. we gave her two weeks off. ... we are raising money for her... hmph.
im getting my tattoo worked on today. im thinking of something... something tradtional for my chestpiece. i should be going to savannah tonite, but need to work. a double tomorrow. fun fun.
there is just something about me? no, there's really not much to me.
my ex of four years has been calling me. he said he will never find anyone that treats him as good as i treated him. he's jealous because i have a MALE roomate now, ((even though my roomie has a girlfriend))... he sounds miserable on the phone. he calls out of the blue and it totally fucks with my head. he's just miserable, and bored of getting nowhere. but for once in my life i feel content, not happy... but content. still lonely... i don't know if ill ever be completely happy. fuck... maybe it will come one day, i just can't search for it...
they just built a new bridge here, it's finally finished after years of contruction. we used to have this draw brige that i'd always get stuck on when a boat came through. the new bridge is fucking huge. it's only been open for a few weeks now. a man jumped from it a few nites ago and committed suicide. they found his body near another island. ends up, the man that killed himself is a co-worker and good friend of mine's ex-husband of 18 years. she is going through tons of shit. the selfish fucker called her and the kids (who are 16 and 14) before he jumped telling them he loved them and goodbye... there has got to be something seriously wrong with you to do that, to talk to your children and ex wife and still pull through with the plan. a permanent solution to a temporary problem. bullshit. so she's all torn up. eighteen years. fresh divorce, and he let jealousy take over. we have been shorthanded at work. we gave her two weeks off. ... we are raising money for her... hmph.
im getting my tattoo worked on today. im thinking of something... something tradtional for my chestpiece. i should be going to savannah tonite, but need to work. a double tomorrow. fun fun.
there is just something about me? no, there's really not much to me.
my ex of four years has been calling me. he said he will never find anyone that treats him as good as i treated him. he's jealous because i have a MALE roomate now, ((even though my roomie has a girlfriend))... he sounds miserable on the phone. he calls out of the blue and it totally fucks with my head. he's just miserable, and bored of getting nowhere. but for once in my life i feel content, not happy... but content. still lonely... i don't know if ill ever be completely happy. fuck... maybe it will come one day, i just can't search for it...
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i wish i could see your tattoos! you should take some pics..
ps.. sorry about the ex thing...i went through the same kind of thing babe...my ex is always miserable, but i cut her out of my life...she caused a lot of problems... eh, life sucks sometimes..