lasthaikunicorn

I've got a second interview on Wednesday. I'm very indifferent about this company but I'm trying to keep my mind open. It's another store filled with the things our consumer society just has to fill its life with. So why then am I continuing the application process, money of course. Like so many people I'll sell my conscious to provide my family with a more comfortable life. It's not like I'll be making a ton of money but its more than I'm making now and it's enough more that we should be able to stop worrying about the bills. I know I beat this horse to death but it is the single focus of my life and has been since we moved to Maine back in August. Finding "the job" that combines both money and job satisfaction. I really feel like a whiny victim. I don't like that feeling. Time to make better choices and ask better questions and take control of my/our life.