languid

the day was not as good as it should have been. i didn't sleep well last night do a variety of bad news.

i was thinking today how life is pretty good. there are a few blessings and a multitude of challenges, or so it seems from where i stand. there are many things that are extremely frustrating but there is nothing i can do about it. there are some things that i can do to make a difference but i acknowledge that not every situation is like that. it is the letting go that is hard for me. when i do it makes it all easier to bear.

playing guitar has been good for my spirit. i am not the best so when those little improvements come along i am so thrilled. it is such a healthy venting and not always in the bitching, screaming and crying way more of just a release of spirit to achieve a freedom and peace within. god that sounds so nutty crunchy and not aggro but it is true. music is fun to play around with and it is not so much a learning of songs but a winding of voices that wander musicially thru the moment. playing guitar also provides a healthy escape.

not always of the usual suspects and i am still aggro. it was good to think that out. simple from the outside and complicated within...

aloha,
j