Fuck my life. So over the last few weeks she's been getting randon text messages at random times. She's always saying "I hate other girls, I don't have any friends because girls are bitches, blah blah blah". So I've been wondering who the hell is texting her at 10 at night?
She was texting last night while we were in bed. She was giggling and laughing while I laid next to her. I was sort of thinking who is she texting with at this time of night and why does she seem to be so happy to be texting with them. I wanted to ask to see what she would say.
This morning she took a shower when she woke up. I know it's an invasion of privacy, a stalker type thing to do etc etc so spare me the lectures but I read her texts. She's been texting some guy in Orange named Ken about wanting to get naked with him and shower with him, all sorts of things a girl in a committed relationship should not be talking about with another guy. And there were more messages from some guy named TJ asking her if she was going to get on Skype so he could see her bits, etc. and sending her emoticons of hearts.
It broke my heart and I just sat there and sobbed. When she got out of the shower, she looked at me, went over and picked up her phone. She said "well now you know". I asked her how long it's been going on for and she said a couple of weeks, but I don't believe her. She asked me if I want her out of the house, but I told her I want to fix our relationship but I don't know how. I asked her if we can work on it, she agreed we can try.
I don't want to lose her, she's been with me for the worst times in my life. My parents died and she was there for me. My dog I had for 10 years died and she was there for me. Those things mean so much to me. I hope we can fix this. She is the only decent thing in my life at this point.
Fuck my life.
She was texting last night while we were in bed. She was giggling and laughing while I laid next to her. I was sort of thinking who is she texting with at this time of night and why does she seem to be so happy to be texting with them. I wanted to ask to see what she would say.
This morning she took a shower when she woke up. I know it's an invasion of privacy, a stalker type thing to do etc etc so spare me the lectures but I read her texts. She's been texting some guy in Orange named Ken about wanting to get naked with him and shower with him, all sorts of things a girl in a committed relationship should not be talking about with another guy. And there were more messages from some guy named TJ asking her if she was going to get on Skype so he could see her bits, etc. and sending her emoticons of hearts.
It broke my heart and I just sat there and sobbed. When she got out of the shower, she looked at me, went over and picked up her phone. She said "well now you know". I asked her how long it's been going on for and she said a couple of weeks, but I don't believe her. She asked me if I want her out of the house, but I told her I want to fix our relationship but I don't know how. I asked her if we can work on it, she agreed we can try.
I don't want to lose her, she's been with me for the worst times in my life. My parents died and she was there for me. My dog I had for 10 years died and she was there for me. Those things mean so much to me. I hope we can fix this. She is the only decent thing in my life at this point.
Fuck my life.
cadavre:
Aw hun. It's a painful thing to stumble across. I hope things can be fixed, but in the end, you may be better off moving on. That's how I got the man I'm with, he read his (now) ex's texts and she was sending photos to guys, he told her to get out.
lameass:
It's really tough to let go, I don't know if I can. I'm going to give it some time, and try to let her know how much she means to me without smothering her. Dicey. Thanks for reading and replying, I appreciate an outsiders input.