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It’s like the SCOTUS was like just how fucked up and shitty of laws we can make against women, let’s do this. The went full ham. These justices mentally live in the old west. They want women to walk 4 steps behind them and all want “the good guys” to be allowed to wear guns.

It’s just like a really shitty movie but it’s real...
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It’s been a minute.

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I’m back again. I stepped away to work on my relationship but it just could not be fixed. Kat moved out and started dating a coworker.

I met Macy. She was everything I’d ever dreamed of in a woman. She just lit up things wherever she went. She made me feel important, validated, loved. She was on her way home from work in Nov 2020....
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diwadreamz:
Bless her!
lameass:
It’s like that movie Pleasantville I only saw in black and white. Macy smashed into my heart and all the sudden . I started to see those colors again. She was taken away and it’s like my heart is ripped out. People aren’t made to take so much pain.

Thursday Feb 09, 2012

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Thursday Feb 09, 2012

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Fuck my life. So over the last few weeks she's been getting randon text messages at random times. She's always saying "I hate other girls, I don't have any friends because girls are bitches, blah blah blah". So I've been wondering who the hell is texting her at 10 at night?

She was texting last night while we were in bed. She was giggling and...
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cadavre:
Aw hun. It's a painful thing to stumble across. I hope things can be fixed, but in the end, you may be better off moving on. That's how I got the man I'm with, he read his (now) ex's texts and she was sending photos to guys, he told her to get out.
lameass:
It's really tough to let go, I don't know if I can. I'm going to give it some time, and try to let her know how much she means to me without smothering her. Dicey. Thanks for reading and replying, I appreciate an outsiders input.

Thursday Feb 09, 2012

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Why do girls do the shit they do to me? Its been over three years since she has actually initiated any kind of intimacy with me . Its like she cant stand for me to touch her. There is the sighing and then the disinterested expressions and then she just lays there. When i try to ask her about it she goes into the whole...
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Sunday Oct 24, 2010

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Mickey's trick or treat party was pretty fucking awesome. They kicked everyone out of Disneyland at 6 PM and just let ticketholders stay. No lines for the rides. We got a fuckload of candy, Kat got 99 pieces!!!!! Our costumes were awesome. Many compliments and people taking our photos. Lots of crazy costumes, some faves were the three "Hokus Pokeus" girls, they were sexy and...
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Friday Oct 08, 2010

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Halloween! Yay Kat and I got tickets to the Disneyland Mickey's trick or treat party. It's the only time they let the big kids wear costumes. We are going as Alice and the Hatter. The old school variety. I know it's a trendy cheesy costume but it's going to rule all balls. YAY! Maybe I'll get some pics up of us there.
rawnie:
thanks for the add smile

Thursday Apr 22, 2010

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I sat and watched you sleeping
Listened to you breathing
Wondered if you were dreaming, andf if you were
What were you dreaming?
And I fell under your spell
And I lay where I fell
So wind down your window
I think I'm gonna kiss you
I dont know what else to do
mandajune:
awh, just drink the fucking Kool-Aid?

smile

Sunday Apr 11, 2010

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R.I.P. Darby Crash.
We visited the grave of Darby Crash today at Holy Cross Cemetary in Culver City. It was an overcast and meloncholy day. The grave is a lonley place amongst flat granite markers layed out like so many dots on a road to nowhere. The rain was just starting to fall and a mist was rolling in. I felt imense sadness and overwhelming...
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Saturday Mar 27, 2010

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All the time, awake
You're still on my mind
But we were on our own
Almost all the time

And she'll step away
For a second or two
And I close my eyes
And I think of you

We were only seventeen
We were holding in our screams
Like we'd torn it from the pages
Of some lipstick magazine
And you scratch and turn
And...
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