2 years after we broke up, i stopped trying to be his friend. i could read the writing on the wall. and a year later i still miss him. i still think about him. i did love him. and he did not love me. but he changed me, gave me something i will never loose. never forget.i have the movie, and the memory.
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i'm bored and lonely
that is all.
that is all.
i met someone. he is rad. i don't know if it will go the way i want it to, but... further proof of my worth as a person is always welcome. i know that it is silly to base my feelings of worth on other people, but when someone beautiful comes along and lets me into their life, shares a moment with me, gives me...
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dan76:
Best use of the word "rad" I've read by far this year.
cayce:
it's good to be back. glad to hear you met someone... someone rad no less. 
okay. so things aren't as dire as all of that. *whew*
apparently i do have a smidgen of money. so at least i can eat and smoke.... you know, the two most important things in life.
and i am going to crater lake next tuesday with my rad friend christine. i am taking my camera. crater lake is so beautiful. good times will assuredly be...
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apparently i do have a smidgen of money. so at least i can eat and smoke.... you know, the two most important things in life.
and i am going to crater lake next tuesday with my rad friend christine. i am taking my camera. crater lake is so beautiful. good times will assuredly be...
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disdain:
that isn't kurt singer though.
I am abysmally depressed.
I am broke. Alone. My medication isnt working.
I hate my life. And I am having these strange mood swings.
Fine one minute then my whole world is falling down around me.
Maybe it is always falling and I just manage the blinders better sometimes. I really dont know.
i some times feel narcissistic about typing these things here, like wondering...
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I am broke. Alone. My medication isnt working.
I hate my life. And I am having these strange mood swings.
Fine one minute then my whole world is falling down around me.
Maybe it is always falling and I just manage the blinders better sometimes. I really dont know.
i some times feel narcissistic about typing these things here, like wondering...
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buckknuckle:
Yeah, I shoud have made it out last night. I'm dealing with crap, feeling pretty anti-social. Plus, if it's over 80 degrees, I tend to hide in dark rooms with a/c and cable tv.
Sorry you are not feeling well, wish I could cheer you up. I know I say it and then don't come hang out with you when you invite me, but we should get together and do some crimes sometime. I'll try to be a little more with it.
Sorry you are not feeling well, wish I could cheer you up. I know I say it and then don't come hang out with you when you invite me, but we should get together and do some crimes sometime. I'll try to be a little more with it.
jermhawk:
i want it to be 4:30 tommorrow!
this update brought to you by my shiny new lappy 486!
huzzah!
although it is nearly perfect in every way (as well as being adorably tiny) the keyboard is tiny and new so please excuse any spelling errors...
huzzah!
although it is nearly perfect in every way (as well as being adorably tiny) the keyboard is tiny and new so please excuse any spelling errors...
d0bermann:
Nice 
buckknuckle:
You and S doing that thing with the thing tonight... hmmm... I don't know if I can make it.
i can't bring myself to go home.
*whine*
*whine*
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disdain:
home, home on the range... where the beer and the cantelope... are in your fridge... ???
don't mind me.
don't mind me.
d0bermann:
Baby its cold outside
worst day at work ever today. 
i wish i never had to work again. that would be nice.
my boss done fucked up today. he didn't come in, and his boss had to come in and cover his shift. she was displeased.
i hope nothing drastic happens.
so now i am tired and stressed out and feeling like i wanna cry.
*sigh*
i wish i never had to work again. that would be nice.
my boss done fucked up today. he didn't come in, and his boss had to come in and cover his shift. she was displeased.
i hope nothing drastic happens.
so now i am tired and stressed out and feeling like i wanna cry.
*sigh*
jermhawk:
Irresponcible boosses are a drag,
buckknuckle:
sucks.
i did it.
more debt = neat new lappy.
this one will not be spending any nights in my car.
ever.
more debt = neat new lappy.
this one will not be spending any nights in my car.
ever.
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d0bermann:
So you left the laptop in the car eh.... 
theseadog:
YOU HAVE A NEW COMPUTER!!!!
Talk to you Sunday.
Talk to you Sunday.
my laptop got stolen today.
fuck.
i hope i remembered all of the passwords and shit i needed to change.
i hate thieves.
fuck.
i hope i remembered all of the passwords and shit i needed to change.
i hate thieves.
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fatdavid8:
You should replace your lap top with a lap dog. That way, if someone were to try to steal it, it'd bark.
disdain:
i hate thieves too...
maybe you could come to work with me and bust some of 'em. the cold clink of the hand cuffs will cheer you right up, trust me.
<---theif
maybe you could come to work with me and bust some of 'em. the cold clink of the hand cuffs will cheer you right up, trust me.
<---theifupdate:
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pwndcake:
BIRFDAY YAYS 4 U!!!
manchester_black:
Happy balloon day!
new favorite girls new theme.
you wont guess. it is a scandalous secret. maybe if you ask me real nice, i will let you in on it....
you wont guess. it is a scandalous secret. maybe if you ask me real nice, i will let you in on it....
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theseadog:
It's alright. I've been in the dumps too. My number is everywhere on this site, so I keep getting calls, but I rarely even answer anymore.
disdain:
i *heart* your new favorites list 
*sigh* I know how it is with those kind of memories.