It's weird when you can actually feel yourself changing into a different person. More adult person. So so far I have succeeded in moving out of my flat, deleting suppliers numbers and dealing with multiple calls and texts asking me to get high with a firm no.
Early early days.
So much happier.
Changing, hoping enough, feels enough, is enough unless I regress, what causes regression, why can't I feel this strong all the time, why can't I remember this logic all the time?
More to life more to life so much more that I'm capable of what an insult to myself to spend my time in such a way. With such people.
Life is better this way so why would I go back? I have in the past and the chances are high I will in the future but WHY? Why do I forget that it's not worth it?
Doing well just want it to stay that way.
Early early days.
So much happier.
Changing, hoping enough, feels enough, is enough unless I regress, what causes regression, why can't I feel this strong all the time, why can't I remember this logic all the time?
More to life more to life so much more that I'm capable of what an insult to myself to spend my time in such a way. With such people.
Life is better this way so why would I go back? I have in the past and the chances are high I will in the future but WHY? Why do I forget that it's not worth it?
Doing well just want it to stay that way.
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psyko514:
Keep it up and stay strong!
conqueringking:
Stay strong. Taking control of your live is a very difficult thing and I'm glad that you are suceeding.