Sad I am missing camping, but at least I know I am not alone
I am continuing to interview. I am really hoping to get a job offer in the next few weeks. It has never taken me this long to get a job. And despite trying to step up my interviewing skills I am still being told that they have chosen other candidates. The... Read More
I have written in the past about this firefly that keeps finding it's way into the rooms I am sleeping in on the nights when I am praying so hard that I am screaming in my head.
It has happened twice in the past few months, and last night as I am just begging for help, for strength, for a sign that... Read More
I don't know if I believe in signs or not (haha, what an agnostic answer)... but you know, I do believe in seeing the beauty of the little things in life, and I do believe in omens. Maybe this firefly is a good omen.
Thanks for writing this. On days like I've had recently, where it feels like often an endless set of tasks to be completed, it's good to be reminded of things like this.
I am going to the library for the first time in forever to get a library card.
Edited to add: Books that were taken out - how to start coin collecting, how to ace the interview, and one fun young adult. Yup, I normally prefer young adult it is just much more light hearted.
I love seeing Americans getting excited about soccer.
At first I had no idea what was going on when I saw all the folks driving around with American flags hanging out of their cars - then it hit me, US had just won.
I am excited for the game tomorrow, and to perhaps watch it outside of my house.
There is some pretty heavy stuff happening to people I know lately.
It is amazing to me to see how strong people really can be during times of sorrow and stress in their lives.
And I am proud of all of them, for their strength, for knowing when to ask for support and help, and for their ability to still love... Read More
We are back home. And back to our respective homes.
I miss AD already.
So.........life is stressful.
But isn't it always?
I guess life is more stressful than normal. It is difficult having so many people to take care of. Or having so many people need you at the same time. Eventually you feel like you have nothing left for yourself.
I hope your surreal life sorts itself out soon. I think your advice is wonderful, simple, and so hard to keep sight of when huge worries loom overhead.
Thanks for all the kind words you've sent me when I've been having a tough time. You have good karma coming your way, I'm sure of it.
Last night I lay in bed, and started screaming in my prayers. Anger, frustration, and confusion filled my head. I had been looking for answers for a while and received no signs and no answers.
I was swearing, yelling, pissed at the world.
I opened my eyes after all of this and saw a firefly in my room.
Keeping my vent, but I don't want that negative energy around me.
I think the problem is that I am in denial.
I keep thinking I am just coping and that I am just able to actually be okay with my mom being really sick and even dying. But I bet that is really denial.
So, they plan on giving her chemo over the summer,... Read More
A new mascara - which made my lashes look great
A new wireless router - it was easy to set up and led me to...............
Watching Netflix streaming through my Wii - I loved seeing Dexter on a screen bigger than 13 inches
A ligtening bug in my room lasat... Read More
