So totally flying high!
Foot is still totally numb so no pain
But my fave part of the procedure is I woke up towards the end (it was fine cause of local anthesia).
And music was playing on the speakers for the doc. I asked if he could play me some Social D. He said of course!
Turns out they use Pandora, so for the...
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Foot is still totally numb so no pain
But my fave part of the procedure is I woke up towards the end (it was fine cause of local anthesia).
And music was playing on the speakers for the doc. I asked if he could play me some Social D. He said of course!
Turns out they use Pandora, so for the...
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stiles:
Just until Monday morning or so. I'll be in NYC Sunday night but I don't know exactly how long.
desormais:
aw, thanks hon. hope everything's going well.
By this time tomorrow I hope to be totally high on vicodine.
Unlike 666Irish I am not going to be strong and go without the pain killers.
Even if I don't need them I am taking those bad boys. And sorry there won't be any leftovers to share
So, you see I was needing a little pain in my life, so I was like new...
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Unlike 666Irish I am not going to be strong and go without the pain killers.
Even if I don't need them I am taking those bad boys. And sorry there won't be any leftovers to share
So, you see I was needing a little pain in my life, so I was like new...
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nikonphoto80:
thanks you so much for the comment, yes I agree, 90% of that stuff is good, I just wish I could have bought my house first, that kind of sets me back a little, but I still hope to get one next year.
I really hope the procedure goes well, that does sound like it is going to be painful.
I dont even need a good girl, I just need a girl, it has been many years since I had a real girlfriend.
What did you say to them when you heard their stories?
Im going to be trying to get my head in the right place for the next 4 or more months I guess.
I really hope the procedure goes well, that does sound like it is going to be painful.
I dont even need a good girl, I just need a girl, it has been many years since I had a real girlfriend.
What did you say to them when you heard their stories?
Im going to be trying to get my head in the right place for the next 4 or more months I guess.
arbitraria:
take care of yourself sweets, surgery is no fun. 
i hope it will fill your pain fix yet at the same time help to take away future pain...if that makes any sense...
glad to hear you'll be in a good place for the holidays, you need a break. my shrink's always telling me "be kind to yourself"...of course i never listen, but it is good advice.
and i extend you an invitation to the group home for bitter-cranky-disillusioned-by-men women i hope to start someday soon. we can have a room dedicated specifically to outbursts of cynicism, hours of dwelling and crying to depressing music, screaming when the overall estrogen level gets out of control...and a wing for the cats. (single bitter women are supposed to have cats, right? lol...)
*hugs*
i hope it will fill your pain fix yet at the same time help to take away future pain...if that makes any sense...glad to hear you'll be in a good place for the holidays, you need a break. my shrink's always telling me "be kind to yourself"...of course i never listen, but it is good advice.
and i extend you an invitation to the group home for bitter-cranky-disillusioned-by-men women i hope to start someday soon. we can have a room dedicated specifically to outbursts of cynicism, hours of dwelling and crying to depressing music, screaming when the overall estrogen level gets out of control...and a wing for the cats. (single bitter women are supposed to have cats, right? lol...)
*hugs*
I had to put the cute Santacon pic up. His gf took it.
The snowstorm is coming.......and it makes miss a certain someone.
I have movies, games, Indian food and lots of wrapping to do.
But it would be lovely to cuddle on the couch with a cup of cocoa and wrapped in a big blanket.
Snowstorms are always so peaceful and romantic.
Kissing as...
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The snowstorm is coming.......and it makes miss a certain someone.
I have movies, games, Indian food and lots of wrapping to do.
But it would be lovely to cuddle on the couch with a cup of cocoa and wrapped in a big blanket.
Snowstorms are always so peaceful and romantic.
Kissing as...
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ceallach13:
Snowstorms are nice Like a blanket from the sky coming to cover us up, and make us feel safe. I haven't seen snow in years.
Like a blanket from the sky coming to cover us up, and make us feel safe. I haven't seen snow in years. 
sherlock10:
Hope you didn't get buried! and got your cocoa and comfort, too...
Please tell me I am not the only one who isn't near done shopping for the holidays.
I need an extra week please!
Can we insert one in?
Tomorrow is a work party. It isn't "mandatory", however the CMO and VP will be there.....so....................
I will be missing the SGNY Holiday destresser.
Which I could totally use! I need to destress.
I think I may...
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I need an extra week please!
Can we insert one in?
Tomorrow is a work party. It isn't "mandatory", however the CMO and VP will be there.....so....................
I will be missing the SGNY Holiday destresser.
Which I could totally use! I need to destress.
I think I may...
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desormais:
i realized this morning that i don't have a damn thing for half the people i know. i am so screwed.
justblaze:
I havent even started yet lol 
A two hour drive is good for clearing your head.
When you arrive at your destination and there is snow on the ground, and the xmas tree you decorated that is home. And even if it is for only one night - it can make all the difference in the world!
I am excited to see my extended family this weekend.
I miss them.
I...
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When you arrive at your destination and there is snow on the ground, and the xmas tree you decorated that is home. And even if it is for only one night - it can make all the difference in the world!
I am excited to see my extended family this weekend.
I miss them.
I...
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bedheadchicken:
i could use a 2 hour drive right now myself.
and i'm glad you're at some sort of peace with yourself. good news.
and i'm glad you're at some sort of peace with yourself. good news.
user209834982:
Long drives tend to mess up my head more. I need to stop listening to music that makes me emo.
Gah......
At times I drink (particularly when already upset about something), and then act like an asshole.
Which I did this weekend.
Then I spend the next four days hating myself and feeling disgusted. I basically try to block it all out.
Blech.
I hate when that ugly side comes out. That insecure side.
So day 2 so far of this cycle.
The bright side...
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At times I drink (particularly when already upset about something), and then act like an asshole.
Which I did this weekend.
Then I spend the next four days hating myself and feeling disgusted. I basically try to block it all out.
Blech.
I hate when that ugly side comes out. That insecure side.
So day 2 so far of this cycle.
The bright side...
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l1vingdeadgurl:
I do this without the influence of anything. My mouth has no filter. It will pass... dont worry. Human nature is to destroy things and other humans. So your human...it happens to the best of us.
corinthia:
That has a pretty simple solution. Don't drink when you're in a bad mood. Or if you must, don't drink and communicate with other people... just sulk alone.
Me, I don't like alcohol, so I don't drink. I prefer pot, but I avoid smoking when I'm in a bad mood, or sometimes just in an iffy one. I find that it just magnifies it.
Me, I don't like alcohol, so I don't drink. I prefer pot, but I avoid smoking when I'm in a bad mood, or sometimes just in an iffy one. I find that it just magnifies it.
Santacon.
Bruises all over
Sore muscles
Nuff said.
Bruises all over
Sore muscles
Nuff said.
Life sucks.
Sorry to say.
But sometimes it does.
Sorry to say.
But sometimes it does.
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ravioli:
don't i know it
desormais:
it usually does. it's supposed to have those positive points to make up for the shitty parts, but rarely happens... hope things improve.
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drpepper23:
Wow, I can imagine that Julia made a lot of people uncomfortable!
user209834982:
Hahaha, I love best in show!
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bigpoppa99:
you getting anything for your Wii?
oubliette:
I talked to a cop today and showed her where everything happened, so yeah, hopefully they'll talk to the cleaning people.
So sorry for all of those who had to put up with my venting. Recent stress, plus PMS made me into a raging bitch last night.
I was going to update with all my pics.
Pics of the history channel event where I met Matty D.
Pics of St. Louis
And pics of my visit into the city yesterday.
But I am terribly lazy today....
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I was going to update with all my pics.
Pics of the history channel event where I met Matty D.
Pics of St. Louis
And pics of my visit into the city yesterday.
But I am terribly lazy today....
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user209834982:
I use 
but I do also just have longer lashes. I just wish they wouldn't grow in at weird angles.
but I do also just have longer lashes. I just wish they wouldn't grow in at weird angles.
mercie:
Thanks for actually reading all of that... I seriously didn't expect that I would get more than 1 or 2 comments, but evidently, people empathize. That makes me feel better, because I don't like feeling alone, or like I'm the only one who feels that way (hence making me a crazy bitch, haha)... anyway, you worded that very well. I do need reassurance and I do need to hear that I'm not investing in something for nothing.
What kind of work did you wanna get done to your lips?
What kind of work did you wanna get done to your lips?
I am normally anti-video on here.
But this will be the best 17 seconds of your life!
But this will be the best 17 seconds of your life!
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tos:
Short but sweet...
mydogfarted:
I miss having foster kittens.