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I continuously think I need to add to my life.
Enrich it more, add to my hobbies and skills. To be honest I have no hobby and due to laziness I have lost a lot of my skills - like playing the piano.

Just make my life fuller.

Well today I got a thank you letter from my little cousin. And I thought of how...
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sofreshsoclean:
I am and always will be a sucker for hand-written, hand-sealed, sent through the post office snail mail letters. It's the best. I think i've gotten so used to text and email, though, that actually taking the time and having the patience to write something out is rare nowadays. Plus, I wonder if I've actually "lost" my handwriting. I think I need to find a pen pal and get that back.
christmasjones:
Gotta get out of the house. Take a few days in some exotic city far away. Well worth the money if you save some sanity.
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Nightmare last night.

I got a full calf tattoo of a yellow duckling surrounded by blowing leaves. It looked awful.. And I was wondering how on Earth I was going to either fix or hide it for the rest of my life.

Therefore - no yellow duckling tattoos for me!

I really hate it when Simpsons try to do musicals, seriously.

I learned quite a...
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shando:
I had a dream the night before last about some bitch trying to steal my purse because I was stupid enough to leave it on a chair at some workshop while I went to the bathroom, I caught her as I was coming back, scared her off, and discovered as I was leaving that she had managed to gank my wallet. MAN was I pissed. Then, my logical mind thought- this is just a stupid dream. Stop getting angry. And I woke up. Lol I don't think that was supposed to mean anything and I certainly didnt have any amazing revelations after I woke up. Some dreams just dont make any sense
user209834982:
Sounds like a interesting dream. I always have weird ones.
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I want to become a star and to party all the time.
Live life surrounded by good food, good booze, and good buzzes.

Yup, that's what I want.
Have a huge mansion that everyone comes to party at, so I never have to leave.
Let each day melt into the next until the next thing I know five years have passed.

Have people to clean...
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devilsreject:
i know. I should have been like "OMG! White people are so icky!"
brightredscream:
Yeah, I have a miserable, miserable dog on my hands lol I can't get over how sensitive he is to all of this.

Thanks hon, I can't wait until him and I are together for good wink
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xxxoooxxx:
ya they ahve been wicked..

are you watchin the girls right now?
porphyria:
I really appreciate the love on my new multi with drave "made you blush", thanks for the support <3
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Yikes.
I was badly behaved today.
It is true.
So, per usual the guilt is just eating me up.
I really need to work on this guilt thing.
Realize that fine, I may not have been my best, I may have been bad, but that feeling guilty will do nothing to fix any of that.
The best I can do is forgive myself and learn...
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christmasjones:
Most stories do not end in redemption unfortunately. You just take it one day at a time. The night time can bring light but through bloodshot eyes there's still a sort of broken soul.

Gotta love habits.
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Totally crossing my fingers for a snow day tomorrow.
That would be a great V-Day gift from the universe.
Another day in my pajamas - even if I do still have to do work.

I have fresh honey from the farmer's market. So I could wake up and make pancakes, steep a mug of english breakfast tea, and pour the honey all over the pancakes....
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mercie:
...IF I go there.
gangstaswan:
She's a beautiful dog. I've never actually met her, but she sounds like a good dog.
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Tried bubble tea for the first time last night.
And it will be the last time.
I should have known when I saw the straw, it is huge!
I knew it had "pearls" in it, but I thought it was going to be tiny tapioca pearls.

Tuesday my house is getting deep cleaned and I am psyched.
This has also forced me to clean my...
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nexttuesday:
meeee too...it saddens me they arent around anymore
niobe:
So glad I am not alone in feeling that way. Thank you for your comment!
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I missed my walk in the snow frown

I love walking during heavy snowstorms - it is so quiet and peaceful. I like how snowstorms have a sound, it is like a white noise, but so clear. It is like you can hear every snowflake hit the ground.

My office was closed so I was working from home, and figured I would go out around noon....
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lolablu:
I know that snow sound. It's amazing. A little harder to hear in NYC, though.
ceallach13:
I actually miss the snow. I've not seen snow for over five years. Not since I moved to this god forsaken state called arizona.
I know that noise you're talking about. The best is when you're out in the middle of nowhere. Snow falling down. That is the closest a person will ever come to hearing the universe.

I have had too many fucked up mornings because of the dreams I had the night before. And it's even harder when I don't really have the best grasp on reality to begin with. tongue

I think it would be seriously awesome to be able to have a video recording of our dreams. What it would be like to have a video image of our subconsciousness. The stories it would tell.............
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Visits despite my cranky demeanor are awesome and my brain a mental break from work nonsense.
Snuggles didn't hurt either. Even though I am the worse person to sleep next too. No really, I am awful. But it was quite a nice weekend.

Smoking Aces 2 was a kick ass movie. I could almost watch it again today.
That plus two Manswers, made for an...
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user209834982:
snuggles are magic.
ceallach13:
What was there for guys that don't watch the super bow? I think I should be offended now. I watched The Big Lebowski. My wife finally bought it for me. I hadn't seen it in like six years.
I am jealous you had indian food. I think I could eat that every day. Well for one meal at least.
It's after midnight. And I'm still awake. So I can't help you there.
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Thanks for the love all!
And the good advice.

My stubborness did get the best of me. I did ruin the weekend and the night.
All I can do is forgive myself and move on.
I fucked it up, I am fucked up. I just got keep working on it.

Anyways - good news! The cute foot? Now not in an ugly boot!
LaceyK's foot...
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ladycakes:
I'm ready for spring, that's all I know. Mmm, makes me want my tax refund.
tabi:
i'm going to start them tonight before bed, only for half an hour. i read somewhere that it's 10 days for you to feel a change, 20 days for you to notice a change, and 30 days for others to notice a change i'm down! smile
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I'm sabatoging myself and I can't stop.
I don't know what to do.

I am too scared. I think I know what's right but can't tell if i am just being stubborn.

I can myself doing it.
I try to fight it, but I am addicted to ruining my life.
I can't stop myself no matter how I try.

I can't let it be good....
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ceallach13:
I completely understand. Second guessing everything....then analyzing the second guessing. Vicious cycle. I wish life just came with a set of directions.
Hang in there though. smile
lolablu:
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. frown
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If you see drool.......it is due to my new Droid.
I thought it was all hype. But now I am in love.
I guess this means I am polyamourous? wink


I know it is totally materialistic, but at this moment it makes me happy.
Sometimes, you have to be a bit superficial. Besides it can be so much easier.

Tomorrow night is my last night of...
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tabi:
on second thought, poo on all of them. the only reason any of them are mad is because they got caught. yeah, i told my boy what was up. but, did it come out of their mouths? yes, and probably thought it would never get back to them.
ambrapp:
have you ever tried?

thats what im weaning more to at the moment lol seems more fun!