kristengli

so today i got a restraining order against my exboyfriend. im so worn out. it was probably one of the most annoying days of my life. my elbow that was just broke has been hurting me again all day. i hope from now on things start getting better for me. i really am trying to do the best for myself that i can at this point in life. we all make mistakes and do stupid shit... how can you live without making mistakes. if we didnt make mistakes we'd never learn how to do things the right way. im tired of everyone talkin shit like they're perfect. like they know me. like they've ever tried to know who i am, or even half the shit I've been through. maybe if they were half as successful and talented as me and had half the shit I have they wouldnt be hatin like they do. and the thing is... how successful i am in life right now is because of ME. i pushed myself to get where i am and im damn proud of myself. all the haters only make me want to further my goals and be even more successful sooner! aint shit gonna bring me down. im to busy concentrating on my own life to worry about other people. i care about the people i love and thats it. i live to be happy and not have negativity in my life. every time i push myself farther from negative people, they seem to drop my name more and more. what can i say... sorry if you hate me, but i got alot more people out there that love me and thats the truth. im a very driven person and my focus isnt on bullshit.