Monday Aug 18, 2003

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"I can do it in a church
I can do it any time or place
I can do it like an angel
To quiet down your rage

But either way
Either (way), either way
I wanna kill you
I wanna blow you...
Away"

Fuck off.

Most of you still get smooches.
kiss
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mrzablowdowski:
come take a seat a load off your feet
read in the news they check your shoes
because expolsives come in small packages
kalima32:
Love the anger and rage.....hopefully i'm on the smooches listsmile

Monday Aug 18, 2003

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"I take all the drinks I like, any time, any place. I go where I want to with anybody I want. I just happen to be that kind of a girl."

--from the The Blue Dahlia (1946)

Chicago was a whirlwind of fun, although I may have spent as much time at the airport as I did the city.

I think I managed maybe a...
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trilobyte:
Yes, Detroit's been mentioned. I think we have a nearly frightening number of things in common. Frightening for other people, that is wink

Sounds like Chicago was fun. Strangely enough, one of the places I shopped on Saturday had a display case offering many different sizes of speculum (is the plural speculi?). It also had a nice DIY section for people who wanted to build their own playrooms, and a liquid latex department. I like this new breed of department store heheh

skull trilo skull
sarc:
Chicago comes out on dvd tomorrow.

Friday Aug 15, 2003

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You Take My Hand

"You take my hand and
I'm suddenly in a bad movie,
it goes on and on and
why am I fascinated

We waltz in slow motion
through an air stale with aphrodisms
we meet behind the endless potted palms
you climb through the wrong windows

Other people are leaving
but I always stay till the end
I paid my money, I...
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diggity:
so, i take it the pilot was inconvincible...well, i hope that Chicago was your kind of town...doubtful if you love Pittsburgh. there's a town named Pittsboro near me. i want to write a sad county-style song about going to Pittsboro. it seems rife and ready enough. "so i started this damn country band/ because punk rock was too hard to sing..."
_v_:
three hours of ankles
weird
ha

Tuesday Aug 12, 2003

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"Yes. Um, I had the pleasure moment, and the blissful calm that comes right after it. But that only lasted a couple of seconds, and now I'm terrified again."

Why can't I sleep?

The dreams...are disturbing. I want nice, calm dreamless sleep. How do I get that?

Oh, and I am challenging my fears. I had a glass of red wine tonight. I kept my...
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mykra:
percocet.
diggity:
valarian root? i only sleep when exhausted, and I never have dreams. Oh, and I live my nightmares out in real time, thus freeing up dreamtime.

Sunday Aug 10, 2003

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"You carry away with you a part of me reflected in you. When your beauty struck me, it dissolved me. Deep down, I am not different from you. I dreamed you, I wished for your existence."

--Anais Nin

I spent three days mired in a migraine, and had this dream:

I am drinking red wine at my parent's house, looking out the kitchen window. I...
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diggity:
the time i ever have dreams is when i'm visiting someone and staying at their house or in a hotel. however, usually these dreams are boring..except i had a dirty dream on the airplane on sunday. it's very disorienting to wake up from a sex dream and be handed pretzels. i'm sorry your head hurts.
k_os:
Wow. That is a serious dream. Hmm. I haven't had a "I'm slowly dying" dream in quite some time.

The best thing about my picture is that it says so much. I'm on a friend's scooter, another friend's work is hanging behind me, another has his self-portrait on the wall to the right. Then you see that girl, Jen, to the left in this crazy pose.

Friday Aug 08, 2003

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"And I wonder
Yeah I wonder
Will Elvis take the place of Jesus in a thousand years?"

--Dead Kennedys

One can hope.

Oh yeah, I've got plans...
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rickroyal:
I'd say they're running neck and neck now. It's only a matter of time.
tinfoilhalo:
OHHHHHH.....THAT plan . I thought you were talking about some devious SUB plan that would then lead to WORLD DOMINATION .

I'm still in . wink

Thursday Aug 07, 2003

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"If crime showed on a man's face, there wouldn't be any mirrors."

--We're No Angels (1955)

I can see the crime on someone's face, and it makes me want to lick that face.

It adds so much character.

That is the appeal of the outlaw.
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kingskottie:
hey... bored at lunchtime.

you take any good photos of late?
joyrider:
...best of luck with your criminal. try not to civilize him. not that you would.

you're a parker fan - maybe you can help me out. any books/films about the algonquin round table you'd recommend?

Wednesday Aug 06, 2003

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"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."

--Friedrich Nietzsche

I've always been quite mad. I think love is simply an outlet for that madness.

I think I've even become rather reasonable.

I don't even recognize myself. Help!
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kaos1:
yes love can make you quite mad, but you can make yourself mad.

theres a method to my madness, you?
mrzablowdowski:
vulnerable doubly so
as there's two not one
to the one a mortal blow
love is through your done
broken heart you got to go
buy a farm in saskatchewan
or slip into regina

Tuesday Aug 05, 2003

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"Vagina!"

-- Jon Stewart, The Daily Show (he was so saucy when he said it, it made my naughty bits tingle.)

I dedicate this journal to my vagina. I hereby declare today, "Enjoy A Vagina Day." (Or has Hallmark already declared it?) Mostly, because the word is funny. Sex is funny. I like funny things. I guess we can figure out my stance on this....
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tinfoilhalo:
I like the idea of changing Vagina Day to my birthday . That's quite decent of you . Next year will see the BESTEST Vagina Day EVER!!!!! wink
_v_:
i got fired because of you
naaa
so confused today

Monday Aug 04, 2003

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"I have this theory of convergence, that good things always happen with bad things. I know you have to deal with them at the same time, but I just don't know why they have to happen at the same time. I just wish I could work out some schedule. Am I just babbling? Do you know what I mean?"
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mrzablowdowski:
brilliant!
diggity:
to make ammends: "...Triply undifferentiated, it merges into oneness, not bright above, not dark below..." and "...Nothing in the world is as soft, as weak, as water; nothinh else can wear away the hard, the strong, an remain unaltered..." - a little Lao Tzu on binary thought.
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