knox_velour

yah, what they all said ^
it's just a message board, if people want to have a problem with what you're saying, let them, there's nothing they can do about it.
besides, i never knew anyone who's had a problem with you

Thank you to those above for voicing support, however my mind is made up. I don't know how many of you went back in my journal to see what was going on, but my returning to lurker mode is not just because of what happened with Maxx and Roman numeral girl (sorry, too lazy to go look it up), but it was the deciding factor.

What was intended as a plea for friendship and a realization that I have a problem connecting with other people somehow got turned into me being an asshole and being asked to stay away from the SGLA people. I don't know if something that I had said was taken offensively or if there was a pre-existing problem with me that I wasn't aware of. At any rate, it only served to compound my issues.

Perhaps Maxx and Roman numeral girl have never found themselves in a situation where they were virtually friendless, and for their sake I hope they never do. If so, I hope they have better luck than I did because truthfully, it fucking sucks.

I'll continue to post in and update my journal.