Monday Feb 16, 2004

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I might be going grey here soon. Don't worry, it will only be for a few days at the most. Just waiting for my stupid credit card company to process payment.

Wednesday Feb 11, 2004

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I like my new computer a lot. 512 RAM, expandable to 2 Gigs. DVD+RW as well as CD+RW. I can finally play all the games that have been taunting me on the store shelves.

Monday Feb 09, 2004

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Got my taxes done over the weekend. Getting back a lot more than I thought. Enough for a new computer and catch up on all of my bills. The computer I'm looking at has a DVD writer so I'm looking forward to that. I can finally burn all my Damned and Nick Cave videos to DVD!!!

Still going to Disneyland on Saturday, maybe...
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Friday Feb 06, 2004

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Nothing really new nor exciting happening lately.

I get to go to Disneyland next weekend. That should pick my spirits up. I haven't been in about 3 or 4 years so I'm looking forward to it. Picking up the deluxe annual pass so I can go there and to California Adventure anytime I please. I think I'm going to get an annual...
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Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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Can I just say I hate the League of Women Voters? Seriously, they suck.
I had to put together their election guide. They gave me everything on thursday and told me they needed it back the following Friday, giving me one week to complete it. This is in addition to our regular publications. So late friday they give me a call just as I'm...
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muzencab:

Just smmmmokin out. Bouncing from one persons list to another with a random hi.
*boing*

fluffers222:

Rachel Ray...WOW..She will have dinner ready for you in 30 minutes.

Monday Jan 26, 2004

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As a result of my ability to unintenionally offend people, I have decided to go back into lurker mode. I'm sure this will make some of you quite hapy.

I may or may not renew my membership when it expires.
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velvetone_fusion:

yah, what they all said ^
it's just a message board, if people want to have a problem with what you're saying, let them, there's nothing they can do about it.
besides, i never knew anyone who's had a problem with you

knox_velour:

Thank you to those above for voicing support, however my mind is made up. I don't know how many of you went back in my journal to see what was going on, but my returning to lurker mode is not just because of what happened with Maxx and Roman numeral girl (sorry, too lazy to go look it up), but it was the deciding factor.

What was intended as a plea for friendship and a realization that I have a problem connecting with other people somehow got turned into me being an asshole and being asked to stay away from the SGLA people. I don't know if something that I had said was taken offensively or if there was a pre-existing problem with me that I wasn't aware of. At any rate, it only served to compound my issues.

Perhaps Maxx and Roman numeral girl have never found themselves in a situation where they were virtually friendless, and for their sake I hope they never do. If so, I hope they have better luck than I did because truthfully, it fucking sucks.

I'll continue to post in and update my journal.

Friday Jan 23, 2004

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Thank goodness the weekend is almost here. Now I can catch up on some sleep. I've been so tired all week for some reason. Might be time to start taking vitamins
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maxx:

yeah. we're the ones with the problems.
you should probably stay the hell away from us.

knox_velour:

I'm just going to keep this in my journal, I don't want to have to go back and forth to keep up with everything.

Maxx and DCLXVI, I'm not quite sure how it escalated to this point, but if staying away is what you prefer then I shall abide by those wishes. I'm sorry if you took any of my comments offensive. As I had previously stated, I was merely expressing some concern about attending an SGLA event. It was not my intention to come off as abrasive nor to antagonize in any way, and I apologize if that was the result.

Perhaps my reply to DCLXVI's comment above was out of line, but I was upset about what I read and it was highly unexpected. We had been rather pleasant to each other up to that point.

At any rate, two people (perhaps more by now) who already have something against me is enough to keep me from attending any SGLA event. I apologize for any inconvienence this incident has caused and I hope we can just put this behind us and move on.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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I feel like I've forgotten how to connect with people. I want new friends, but not sure really how to go about getting some. I've always preferred female friends, I don't really go for all that macho bullshit most guys are into. I feel like I connect better with women.

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corsetqueen:

i saw in DCLXVI's comments where you wrote that you worry if you went to an SGLA event you'd be sitting in a corner alone with a drink and i want to tell you that i know, from firsthand experience, that your fears will go unrealized. these are the friendliest people i've ever known and i feel lucky to have met them. i attended a dinner thing with my roommate, before i was even on SG, and everyone was so nice - approaching me to talk and now that i am on SG, i feel like i have some of the best friends of my life! they're loving, supportive, funny, interested and interesting, amazing people - DCLXVI being one of the best of them.

i'm in santa rosa right now because i've been trying to get a job somewhere in california, but the SGLA people have been demanding my return to southern california and i can't resist their calls anymore so i'm coming home. i'll make a deal with you - if i come back to southern california and plan to meet you at the next SGLA event i can make it to, will you promise not to stand me up and to be open to letting these wondeful people befriend you?

corsetqueen:

hey - i sort of have a thing for creepy guys!

no, seriously, attractive female, creepy guy, serial killer circus clown - these are just some truly friendly people and i think you'd be surprised. but, i'm still in santa rosa so i'll bug you about it more once i'm home.

wow...did you call me an attractive female? i'm blushing, you know - i'm still not the best at taking compliments. blush