kninja

Last weekend was a combined birthday for a few friends of mine... many laughs were had (including a 2hr long dick joke), on the way home however I was recalling one conversation I had about a friend and realising that what I was saying applied to myself as well...

See, its almost March, which means its almost a year since I go laid. Yes, its...
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I quit my fucking job. And by quit, I mean I told a few people to go fuck them selves so I wouldn't have to wait around for the 1 months notice I'm supposed to give. I feel a million times better, so relieved, so free. Sure, I have to find a new job now, but I've already had a few calls and looks like...
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My positivity lingers...which is good, but I cant help feeling that im still treading water. Need to do something, before my mood evaporates.

WOOOOO 2008... and FUCK YOU 2007! Had a pretty good new years, with a few hiccups. Trying to see it as an overall positive experience, and leave the negativity of last year behind. A positive mindset is the way of 2008, hopefully I can keep it up.

*sigh* Last week was a killer at work. TL was away for the first 3 days, probably when we needed him there most as we got hammered by incoming cases. Stress levels were high, tempers flared, and generally my calm blue ocean I have been trying to maintain until the christmas break, turned into a sea of blood. It seemed like the longest week ever,...
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Been too long between updates, seriously needed to get rid of that emo shit in my last post. Life has been... less of a downer in the past week or so. There's been some positive action on the work front, I've got my teeth sunk into Mass Effect courtesy of my mate lending me his 360, and I have a handful of new toys to...
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Man... I have got to stop watching scrubs, and greys anatomy, and any other shows that underneath the surface are just about human relationships. Much as both shows entertain me, they also depress the shit outta me. Everytime I finish watching either of those shows, I get up, walk away and am hit by an overwhelming sense of how alone i feel.

Its funny how...
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SO... yesterday was the Australian federal election.... the first one I've cared about since i started voting. After the way howard has shackled the country over the past four years promoting his personal agenda, I am pleased to say that not only did he lose the whole election, but his seat in parliament as well. Goodbye you little fucking weasel, dont let the door hit...
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So, my week in sydney is over, thank fuck. It hasn't been as bad as I expected, I mean the days seemed to drag and the weather has been shit every day, but I havent been as bored as I expected. Free internet from the hotel room helped. Caught up with an old friend from my church days who i havent seen in years last...
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So I'm off to sydney for a week on training for work. I always hate going back to sydney, the whole 20 years I spent there holds no good memories. School, church, family. All of it sucked. This time I'm not even telling my parents I'm going to be in town, mostly because I'll be staying in the city and they live 90 mins out...
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