100 Things To Do Before I Die........in no particular order
1) Go Skydiving
2) Learn to Ride a Motorcycle
3) Learn to Play The Bass Guitar
4) Learn to Twirl Fire, Poi & Stick
5) Own My Own Home/Apartment
6) Release a CD
7) Play at a Live Gig
8) Learn to Mix/DJ
9) Get a Malamute
10) Fall in Love
11) Become a Father...
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1) Go Skydiving
2) Learn to Ride a Motorcycle
3) Learn to Play The Bass Guitar
4) Learn to Twirl Fire, Poi & Stick
5) Own My Own Home/Apartment
6) Release a CD
7) Play at a Live Gig
8) Learn to Mix/DJ
9) Get a Malamute
10) Fall in Love
11) Become a Father...
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Hey there guys,
I just set up a myspace music page and uploaded a few tunes I wrote and have been writing over the past 4 years. I'd love if you guys could check it out and perhaps give me some feed back. Be as critical as you can be as I think its the best way for me to improve.
Heres the link: Myspace...
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I just set up a myspace music page and uploaded a few tunes I wrote and have been writing over the past 4 years. I'd love if you guys could check it out and perhaps give me some feed back. Be as critical as you can be as I think its the best way for me to improve.
Heres the link: Myspace...
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lelaina:
feeling better?? that song is great 
eryk:
Tune!
Been think alot about death lately. It would be so much easier to just off myself. I wouldn't have to make any decisions then! Are there any quick and painless ways to do it? Suggestions anyone? hah. I wish I could do anything I wanted to do with no consequences. I wish this world would just fuck off!
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eryk:
Yeah I hear ya! I was in that position not 6 weeks ago. Kind of felt like "Well if I just walked out into traffic technically they're offing me." But you'll get through it, sounds so cliched but it's true.
My best advice is to just choose an option and live with it, then make the best of the situation and later if you have the option change situation. Remember ultimately you are the master of your own destiny.
My best advice is to just choose an option and live with it, then make the best of the situation and later if you have the option change situation. Remember ultimately you are the master of your own destiny.
cleverthings:
I second, well, everyone who's posted before me!!
Especially Lelaina's suggestion - but make sure you don't write down everything that's bad UNLESS you have a pretty good idea how to fix it, and then put a second column on the list with how to fix it. And fixing isn't allowed to be "end all life" or something like that...
Clear thought helps, as does incense, I always find. Plus, crying is really really therapeutic. If you can just have a crying session, you will often find you feel better and clearer afterwards and things don't seem as bad.
Hope you feel better soon!!! And if this has been going on for a while, seriously, check out some psychologists because counselling can and does help you change your thinking, which in turn changes your emotional reaction and makes you feel less awful.
Especially Lelaina's suggestion - but make sure you don't write down everything that's bad UNLESS you have a pretty good idea how to fix it, and then put a second column on the list with how to fix it. And fixing isn't allowed to be "end all life" or something like that...
Clear thought helps, as does incense, I always find. Plus, crying is really really therapeutic. If you can just have a crying session, you will often find you feel better and clearer afterwards and things don't seem as bad.
Hope you feel better soon!!! And if this has been going on for a while, seriously, check out some psychologists because counselling can and does help you change your thinking, which in turn changes your emotional reaction and makes you feel less awful.
Greetings to everyone. Layin' here bored out of my mind so I thought I'd do an update. Things have been rather shit the past week. I fell of the band wagon in regards to having a break from drugs. Oh well. If at first you fail, try, try, try again.
I had a really bad anxiety attack yesterday and I stormed out of work. I...
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lelaina:
i used to love smoking weed and eating lollies. now i ncant do either. no sugar means, dont smoke weed unless you're off chops or ill eat so much sugar!!!
enjoy!!
smiles your way
enjoy!!
smiles your way
eryk:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, have an awesome weekend!
Summa "muddy" fieldayze - The Aftermath!
Well what can I say! Muddyfieldayze was off the hook! It was an absolute mud slinging, mud wallowing good time. Did I mention there was mud there? Lots of mud! Yay! The drive down was usual. As I approached Southport it started to rain. All that was going through my mind at that stage was the festival was gonna...
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Well what can I say! Muddyfieldayze was off the hook! It was an absolute mud slinging, mud wallowing good time. Did I mention there was mud there? Lots of mud! Yay! The drive down was usual. As I approached Southport it started to rain. All that was going through my mind at that stage was the festival was gonna...
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tekky:
THAT'S THE NEXT BEST THING!
omg.
*packs*
i'll be there in half an hour.
omg.
*packs*
i'll be there in half an hour.
tekky:
holy messages...lol i was at work!
Summafieldayze tomorrow. Been waiting all year for this. Its prolly Brisbane's largest electronic music festival. I still remember the first one 5 years ago. That was one of the best days of my life spent with a great bunch of friends, It all seems like a dream now. I remember scoring a back stage pass from my girlfriend at the time. She had one of...
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tez:
I can't wait to hear all the 'epic fail' reviews from this festival.
After last years shamozzle I swore I'd never go back.
Have a good time. Don't forget your emergency poncho!!
After last years shamozzle I swore I'd never go back.
Have a good time. Don't forget your emergency poncho!!
reshizzle:
how was your day???
So how was everyones Christmas? hope it all went well and there wasn't too much bloodshed over the turkey lunch/dinner. No relies at each others throats. So what presents did everyone score? I bought myself some car cleaning products and went nuts on Christmas day, detailing the car. All it needs now is a wax and it will look brand new. Well almost.
We had...
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shifter:
damn man, we hit up Origin for NYE - Noisia, TC, Teebee, Calyx, Jakes, a bunch of locals. It was hot. Kinda like that chickybabe. So you're saying Hitman isn't terrible? Might have to give it a watch.
kninja:
Cut down ey? I'd laugh but after my new years melt down it doesnt seem like such a bad idea
I just want to say to you guys thank you for your friendship and support over than past few years. it has been a hard year for a lot of us and I'm glad that most of you guys survived to party on another year. its amazing how quickly time flies away from us as we are at that festive time of the year again....
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reshizzle:
Merry Christmas dom!
Hope you have a nice day! if i dont see you before hand, have a safe and happy new years too!!!
Hope you have a nice day! if i dont see you before hand, have a safe and happy new years too!!!
tez:
Merry Xmas! xxx
Souls of Mischief - 93' till Infinity.
The Pharcyde - Drop.
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reshizzle:
hey hey, cant come tonight, i have a 17 yo from work stayin cos of the xmas party so i cant go anywhere 18+ 
pooooooooo
pooooooooo
reshizzle:
thanks for comin round! sorry my advice isnt more helpful hope it wasnt too borin for ya!
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shifter:
So, we ended up at "Family" which had some decent breaks upstairs.
lelaina:
i think so but i havent seen yet 
Hehhe. Have a great day. I'll be seeing you soon!