oh yeah i am moody, an emotional wreck. some may call it a drama king. i think seclusion throughtout my life has lead to nuerosis or psychosis. the older i get the less i know about math, language, spelling, and general studies. but i am more wise when it comes to other things. i am attracted to that which i will never have. i hear people say that you should fight for what you want. but is it wise to fight a battle that may never be won? or maybe i just dont find anything that i want to fight for. i used to believe that certain things were worth fighting for until i realized that they will not last. call me lazy. but then again if i worked all the time trying to be the man that is attractive to the one i want, could i really accomplish it. or would they find another fault that i have that bothers them. feelings dont last.
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[Edited on May 02, 2003]