ok i just watched requim for a dream. that movie made me sad. i am gonna make my kids watch it. at first i was thinkin it might glamourize drugs. i thought the end was really trageic but that is whay it could turn out to be. i also started thinkin bout how the psychologist in it said that usually when you haven't heard from someone in a while and then they call you, usually it is because they want something. and since i have just recently heard from the ex, makes me wonder if she has alterior motives. it is weird how sometimes you can feel different emotions at the same time. anyway i am drawin a blank now. i want to write things that i know i must not write. hopefully everyone has a good evening. laters.