kludog

rad i got an email from ltrain yesterday as well. the day i go to bed early without going online would be the day that i get her email. listening to too much morrisey today. i think i will become a hermit once i get out of my job. i used to think a lot of things were fucked up. like society, i think i had really strong ideology about how things should be. but now i think all the things i thought were fucked up were not. i think it is a defense to say fuck society when you do not have social acceptance. i grew up with one friend, tv. i think the seclusion and lack of real social interaction has lead to my dependence on tv, movies and music.
anyway enough of this woe is me shit, what an awesome day! it is already 930 am and i havent got yelled at. maybe because i am put on a detail so i wont be around the ppl that yelled at me. it seems that things all ways fall apart at the same time. wierd. but all is well on this side of the lcd screen. hopefully have leave soon so i can go back to the best place on earth. the pac nw!

song of the day for me is 'morrissey-i am so sorry'
and 'black sheep-this or that'