ok i got off an hour early today, what to do with this down time. i need to clean, do laundry and other things to get organized for work. what will probably happen;
i will bath, sit on sg till the sun starts to come up again.
once again a day wasted. i am so stoked about college more now then ever. i am so ready to get in gear and get all of it done. i have a lot to make up. but with work sucking it motivates me to know that i can get better work out there. if practice makes perfect, then why are certain people better at karaoke?
my best friend is leaving for europe. i hope she has an awesome time and is safe. she will love it i know. if she meets the sexy women there i know she will dig it. there is alot of rad women in europe. i hope she goes to norway and gets pics of some of the sites there, but i dont think she is headed there. i know i plan on going to europe again. she better drink some of the beer, and get some souveneirs. hopefully she emails me pics.
i wish i had more style, i am rather bland today, i wish i knew more about art. i only know what i like. i like van gogh alot, i have starry night prints all over. i was thinking of getting it tattooed on me. i really want a lincoln , the car that had suicide doors, those are so bad ass. anyway, i got some hot sausage to feed to the coolest sg, so i will be busy for the next four minutes
. hehehe
song of the day; nirvana 'you know youre right'
'always knew it would come to this, things have never been so swell, i have never felt this well. pain, pain, pain.'
i will bath, sit on sg till the sun starts to come up again.
once again a day wasted. i am so stoked about college more now then ever. i am so ready to get in gear and get all of it done. i have a lot to make up. but with work sucking it motivates me to know that i can get better work out there. if practice makes perfect, then why are certain people better at karaoke?
my best friend is leaving for europe. i hope she has an awesome time and is safe. she will love it i know. if she meets the sexy women there i know she will dig it. there is alot of rad women in europe. i hope she goes to norway and gets pics of some of the sites there, but i dont think she is headed there. i know i plan on going to europe again. she better drink some of the beer, and get some souveneirs. hopefully she emails me pics.
i wish i had more style, i am rather bland today, i wish i knew more about art. i only know what i like. i like van gogh alot, i have starry night prints all over. i was thinking of getting it tattooed on me. i really want a lincoln , the car that had suicide doors, those are so bad ass. anyway, i got some hot sausage to feed to the coolest sg, so i will be busy for the next four minutes
. hehehe
song of the day; nirvana 'you know youre right'
'always knew it would come to this, things have never been so swell, i have never felt this well. pain, pain, pain.'
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art is art is art. unfortunately, i went to school for it, so not only am i a loser in the job world, i cant enjoy it without picking it apart. never again can i just look at something and say "thats effin cool" now its all bauhaus and willem de koonig and boticelli and who did what when and why. fuck.
oh the book. i wrote a book of short stories, illustrated it with 10 self-portraits, and independantly published it. i have a limited number to sell, and was hoping to make some of my money back [as some members will remember, i got fucked by the publishing company]. if you want to contact me via my email link, ill tell you how you can obtain one
licolns with suicide doors=REALLY bad ass
korea sounds awesome. me so jealous.
ok i just read an email from ltrain with her point of contact addy, it was the saddest thing i have read in a long time. it said if you are gone by the time i come back have fun in korea, or something to that extent.
for the past few years she has been the best friend a person could have. it is hard for me since i dont never had close friends like her ever. i feared it would end when she left. i hope that i wrong and that she will come back and visit me in korea. but i am happy for her and i am happy she is seeing the world. have fun ltrain. i miss you.
[Edited on Jun 12, 2003]