i really dont like talking. i dont like the pressure of feeling like i have to be entertaining. i dont like have to think about what to say. sometimes talking comes naturally, but other times it is like hard. i got to hang out with this cute girl. at first it was pretty easy talkin to her, then i just couldnt keep comin up with...
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i am afriad of the future because i know the outcome, unless things (me) change. sat and listened to one of my many bosses criticize us all morning. made me think that i am not capable of the simplest tasks. made me wonder if i am a retard.
update; startin to get the sad mojo again, ick.
i love the new smileys.
i am sorry...
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update; startin to get the sad mojo again, ick.
i love the new smileys.
i am sorry...
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fallen1carus:
no, i can add you but you can't add me. (of course you can silly! :p)
fuck your boss. i think there are certain people that are born to make others feel like shit. it's a talent. we could do without them.
an inspiration: http://www.theonion.com/onion3926/lottery_winner.html
fuck your boss. i think there are certain people that are born to make others feel like shit. it's a talent. we could do without them.
an inspiration: http://www.theonion.com/onion3926/lottery_winner.html
wildchild:
Don't get the sad mojo again..... NOOOOOOOOOO!
ok i just watched requim for a dream. that movie made me sad. i am gonna make my kids watch it. at first i was thinkin it might glamourize drugs. i thought the end was really trageic but that is whay it could turn out to be. i also started thinkin bout how the psychologist in it said that usually when you haven't heard from...
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trinityy:
awww..
hellfest was good i posted some pics in my journal, kungfudwarf has some as well and so does cereal_killer.. my couple of pics were from cereal_killer's journal...
xoxox
trin
hellfest was good i posted some pics in my journal, kungfudwarf has some as well and so does cereal_killer.. my couple of pics were from cereal_killer's journal...
xoxox
trin
ltrain:
i love that movie requiem! yay! well hey, i think i'm gonna cut loose of sg. hope you don't mind. i'll email you from time to time k. soon, we shall hang out again, promise! wanna join my magic carpet ride? heh. bye!
ok i feel a little better. went for a nice run yesterday, i felt like straight crap right afterwards, i dont know if it was a lack of water or just eatin bad food.
i started gettin ready to leave this place, i might not have a very long leave due to some paperwork mess up
i still have alot to do before i leave,...
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i started gettin ready to leave this place, i might not have a very long leave due to some paperwork mess up
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ltrain:
hey klu, i never did comment on your pic. usually i am being rushed off these puters when i come to check my email and such. but i like it. i like glasses, hmm, and not cause i wear them, ok maybe thats why i like them. i think glasses give off an intelligent look on some people. they suite you well. korea, yes i would like to go back and talk to the locals. i made this korean lady happy when i spoke to her in korean. heh. was funny shit. she reminded me of the margaret cho's mom. yeah!dude london is getting more easier to adapt to, i'm meeting alot of people. you know me! 
shit, even i get giddy over girls. you've seen me in action before, not a cool thing. i need to keep my cool at all times but sometimes you can't help it, right. i mostly get shy around girls. like i don't want to say something lame. its not about social skills, just about being human. and being human we can't always be happy. i love the discovery channel though, i miss it! i might be off in a foreign land but i'm still here k. i have lots of stories to share when i get home, believe me! fuck dude! heh.
shit, even i get giddy over girls. you've seen me in action before, not a cool thing. i need to keep my cool at all times but sometimes you can't help it, right. i mostly get shy around girls. like i don't want to say something lame. its not about social skills, just about being human. and being human we can't always be happy. i love the discovery channel though, i miss it! i might be off in a foreign land but i'm still here k. i have lots of stories to share when i get home, believe me! fuck dude! heh. 
beaky:
Sup guy!!! your glasses do look like my new ones.. when did u get 'em??
The discovery Channel will fuck u up man...!!!
See how our girl Ltrain is doing... she told me she wanted a polish girly...
later..
The discovery Channel will fuck u up man...!!!
See how our girl Ltrain is doing... she told me she wanted a polish girly...
later..
no more sad journals. blah.
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minsc_and_boo:
well thats good news
beaky:
update u bald headed freak
i have come to realize tonight that i because i am male, i am not allowed to do certain things. i also have realized that my personality is immature and not cool enough for sg. i am lame, i like sex, which i am not supposed to say, because i am an ugly male. if however i was an attractive girl it would be more...
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xatreyux:
yeah sunburns do suck ass. and your totally welcome, if you ever need someone to talk to just IM me (SheIsBeautiful 0) on aim and ill be your counsler lol im good at that 
. also chicks + PTW + subway = shanes (hopesfall's) all time dream im sure lmao
. also chicks + PTW + subway = shanes (hopesfall's) all time dream im sure lmao
ltrain:
klu, klu, klu, you have a friend like me and you still are never happy!!! c'mon i'm the best thing around! smile! heh. fuck people. i never care what people think, they can all go to hell. hey i just realized, this internet cafe puter has yahoo and msn messenger on it.. yay! gonna see if you're online. ok you're not! oh well. maybe next time. well dude, don't let what other people say get you down k, people like me who matter know how great of a friend you are and if you weren't in my life then i don't know what i'd do. keep your head up! and yes i loved the rap!!!! i wish more people would rap to me. thanks! do another rap, rap masta!
the future is bleak. i dont want to be an old white guy, they are scary, it is depressin to think about the future. i wish the demand for average white dudes was alot higher. i am a dime a dozen. nothing new, nothing special. before you think i am depressed, no way, just was in dennys last night and thought too much about it....
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lucenteen:
trust me i was diffrent all threw school and now and it not that great cause there is alot of narow minded people in my town so i get a lot a flack , some time i do wish i was normal then i think it must suck not to have any orginality
xatreyux:
poop
i need to see some boobs.
bbl.
bbl.
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lucenteen:
i saw some boobs last night actully i saw a little more than that but that is a secret shh
lucenteen:
antifest is aug. 9th it starts at noon and it in johnson city tn
ok, i saw 28days later!! it was soo worth the hour drive to tucson. i also bought the new shai hulud cd, which hasnt grown on me yet. i also bought the hellfest 2k dvd since i am not going to hellfest. the audio on this dvd sucks. i am soo not happy about missing it. hopefully someone will get me a tshirt or something....
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ltrain:
sleep is overrated!!!! heh. i'm not condensending, i just want a friend with benefits!!! but shit, i can't even get that, the few friends i have, i'd like to keep as just friends cause i can't afford to lose those. fuck ex's!! they will haunt you for the rest of your life it seems like.
lucenteen:
i have never heard a guy say that he just wanted to be friends just the ladies & i have been told that so many times its not even funny it used to make me so mad but it dont any more
yay! got to sleep in today!!! i love sleep. hopefully i will get to go to tucson so i can have something a little more entertaining to do. ugh this town is sooo boring, i am glad i am not stuck here. blah to this town, i hate tuesdays. last night was the most borin night ever. i am sooo ready to take a vacation...
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wildchild:
the pacific northwest is nice this time of year.........
minsc_and_boo:
i really need more sleep than i get
the only thing necessary for the truimph of evil is for good men to do nothing. -edmund burke
a good quote from the end of a movie. i have to go back to work in a few hours. just wanted to update. another day gone. one day closer to leaving the usa
i wanted to go to korea to get it over with, so hopefully...
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a good quote from the end of a movie. i have to go back to work in a few hours. just wanted to update. another day gone. one day closer to leaving the usa
i wanted to go to korea to get it over with, so hopefully...
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bryn:
i think so too. well make our own special songs to play on the bagpipes, and all of the guys will have to dress in drag. hey. the scottish did it. why cant i?
explicitlove:
Hey Kludog. I'm writing all my friends to say good-bye. I am letting my account expire and I won't be back on SG. I hope everything is going ok. My e-mail is zensunni@pacbell.net if you ever feel like writing.
greetings to those ppl whos journal i just recently hit. i was in a mood to hit alot of the sgaz members journals. i hate feelin like a recluse around cool ppl. makes me feel like i am not cool, lol anyway. i am workin 12 hours on and 12 hours off this wonderful weekend. so i was watching alot of these 'date' shows last...
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bryn:
i almost used "ugly", but decided that "fuck you" was better suited.
sags are supposed to stay with sags [only our own sign can handle us], but i know no sags, except for my navy boy who lives in diego. its just not worth the long distance thing.
i love those dating games, cause htey are funny, but hate them cause usually the people are scumbags, and the matches are made-for-tv, horribly horribly wrong.
get the tatto as big as you can to make it fit in tharch on your tummy. hehehehe you will remember me forever!
sags are supposed to stay with sags [only our own sign can handle us], but i know no sags, except for my navy boy who lives in diego. its just not worth the long distance thing.
i love those dating games, cause htey are funny, but hate them cause usually the people are scumbags, and the matches are made-for-tv, horribly horribly wrong.
get the tatto as big as you can to make it fit in tharch on your tummy. hehehehe you will remember me forever!
bryn:
awwwwww..... thats so cute! im writing that down: "the sag that fills my heart with arrows". you are sweet!
yeah i feel u on the talking thing i have the same problem acutlly im shore alot of people do. so dont feel alone