kizmet

ten things that make me happy happy!

1. feeling loved and desired
2. going to a party and haveing so much fun that i don't know it's 6 in the morn
3. sleeping next to someone i adore
4. spontanious trips to anyplace and everyplace
5. playing in a waterfall off in the woods on a perfect summer day
6. meteor showers and massive lightning...
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Maakies!

did you know parents can still force kids to attend bootcamp style anti gay camps in the U.S.

one kid who is currently there against his wishes

"This is not a "treatment program". It's a camp which you could describe as the same as a concentration camp in philosophy. I stumble at the fact that there are people in this day and age who despise...
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Meyooooow!!!!




did ya miss me?

walk the track
the ice is thin
kiss the boys
give in
kiss the boys
give in
walk the track
the ice is thin
the ice is thin

she broke it's neck
as it grinned
she kissed the boy
and gave in
she broke it's neck
as it grinned

watch the screen
all coverd in grass
watch the screen
and let time pass
she broke...
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i feel unhappy



i feel even worse now...nothing is working....everything i've worked towards is falling apart...and i have no home no job and my friends have no time for me..they have their own lives

OOOPS!


so tim (brother of my close friend sarah)
calls me up...for what seems to be no reason (he just called to see how i was)...very odd...i've known him for years but we don't talk much...so there we are talking about random shit...school, work...i'm surprised he didn't mention the weather....at somepoint he asked what i was upto tonight...
i thought he must know about something.......
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i feel bleeeeh.....crampy swollen belly.....BAD