wow so i guess i should log in more often and share my thoughts huh? well it's now the 8th of december i was in MN for a week and that had it's high points and low points. I tend to drink way too much when i'm in my home environment and seem to manage to recreate my past in that i end up taking it out on the ones i love most right now that's hubby. I have some serious issues from the past relationships that continue to surface and i need to figure it out. I realize after coming home and chatting with hubby that i've blamed my parents divorce for alot of my relatioinship issues and that there was a girl who had her heart broken and because my parents were too busy with their own disappointment my issues were not addressed or were they a concern for them, i have to realize now that it wasn't all about me but it was about them too. I am saddened that i've chosen all the wrong men for me on purpose so that i could sabatoge them and destroy them. They were already destroyed is what i never saw i guess. Well no longer will i tolerate that girl, i'm working to better myself and it's a long road and some days i'm really depressed about that but i move on. I have a half marathon to look forward to and a great vacation coming sooner than the run. So now you are up to date thus far. Happy December i look forward to hearing about your holidays.
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