kestrel

I have to admit to a mild case of vanity, as is common among porn site member gals... but in all honesty, this picture was the first I'd ever seen taken of myself and immediately thought, 'Wow, I look pretty.' Logistically, this doesn't even make sense, but it's somehow striking to suddenly see yourself and your life in a different light; I suppose that seeing myself differently occurs when I'm happy, and that must mean that I'm currently happy.

I'm dreaming again. I want to be in New York very badly right now.