And life goes on. Mood goes up, mood goes down. Energy level lifts, then slumps before too long. Some progress at work, then the phone rings with two crises and half the day (the productive half) is shot. Supplies arrive, and I run out of something else. It's been on order for weeks. Another week and it should ship.
Hit match.com pretty hard last week when I was lonely enough to knock down some of my emotional barriers. Had a nice dinner with a nice woman, then breakfast with another. Presumably I will swing a tango date within the next week with tango girl. Scheduling ANYONE right now is nearly impossible but damnit I want a date! Just these little "how about Tuesday" "Nope. Thursday?" e-mails shooting back and forth has done me a lot of good. People wanting to see me, sifting through their schedules for a free evening or lunch.
And I had a really nice chat with a friend-with-benefits who I haven't seen since October. The emphasis was on the "friend", and far less the "benefits" aspect of the relationship. And as it turns out, she is a pretty good friend. It was so good to chat. I might get to see her in January.
Hmm. Sleep. Let's see what mood tomorrow brings.
Hit match.com pretty hard last week when I was lonely enough to knock down some of my emotional barriers. Had a nice dinner with a nice woman, then breakfast with another. Presumably I will swing a tango date within the next week with tango girl. Scheduling ANYONE right now is nearly impossible but damnit I want a date! Just these little "how about Tuesday" "Nope. Thursday?" e-mails shooting back and forth has done me a lot of good. People wanting to see me, sifting through their schedules for a free evening or lunch.
And I had a really nice chat with a friend-with-benefits who I haven't seen since October. The emphasis was on the "friend", and far less the "benefits" aspect of the relationship. And as it turns out, she is a pretty good friend. It was so good to chat. I might get to see her in January.
Hmm. Sleep. Let's see what mood tomorrow brings.
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"When the rescue chopper picked me off of the rooftop, some debris got kicked up by the rotor wake."
I just really like the way you phrased this.
So yeah, I was bugging- make that harassing her about vague entries but after some time and effort I can once again appreciate the suffering of others. Even her's.
Its actually comforting to hear some relieving news about dating sites. I've been considering them as it is but in the eventual years I can only imagining that desire to dramatically rise. Its good knowing they aren't all crap.