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Friday Oct 05, 2012

Oct 5, 2012
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Everything is improved by Deadpool





I haven't been up to much, so these are for you


I've been watching entirely too much tv and lurking the interwebs


this is a coconut octopus. I want him.










more smoke piling out of the hills near our home. It still hasn't stopped, and even on windy days there isn't much relief for my nose.






As usual, I must state that my set is still in Member Review, awaiting your love...three more little loves until it is at 2200.


My new set is still months away, what torture. I know that once you see it, you'll fall in love with it.


I've been catching up on The Walking Dead. All I can think, throughout this whole second season, is this: if my friend were attacked by a zombie and had clearly been bitten or was about to be torn to shreds, I would shoot them and instantly end their pain. And I would want my friends and family to do the same for me. Do you think some crazy burst of adrenaline will kick in and make the pain go away? I don't think so.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)

Being at my work I see people every day who just have the typical pains we see every day and many of them want to die. There is a patient right now who asks us to kill her on a daily basis. She has horrific muscle spasms in her legs and has not walked since she was a child. These spasms have spread to her arms and torso and she is now a quadriplegic. It is a rarity to get her to smile, but I delight in the sight of it. She is a mean, terribly racist woman who looks 30 years older than she is because of her condition. Her caretakers at the nursing home tell us that she makes money by instructing her care takers on making greeting cards that she sells at the local market.
While Social Security will not let our Doctors perform a surgery that she desperately needs, she cries and writhes in her bed in my ward. All I can do is give her more Vicodin or hold a straw to her mouth to listen to her gurgle on water. When she drinks she sounds like she is choking and dying. One of the rude orderlies calls her 'Jabba the Hutt.' <--I have a feeling this orderly will not be working with us long; the patients have complained about her and she can not follow instructions to save her life.
With training staff coming through over the past year and a half it is easy to tell who is going to stay and who will crack, and easy on. Sadly, it is the most passionate, optimistic, excited people who will be fired or leave earliest. Not to say I am cynical and bitter, I am just good at keeping business as business. Pediatric Units and Psych Units are no place for people who are not prepared for death and sadness (that being said, I dread the day I have to do my cycle in the Pediatric Unit).
Why the hell am I talking about work?
Oh yeah...muscles and sinew and zombies. Just seeing muscle spasms is difficult to watch at times. They scream so much then the pain worsens and they cannot scream at all--empty, alarming eyes staring at you, begging for something, anything to make it stop. I don't wish it on anyone.
Point is, if I am bitten and about to be torn asunder by malicious, flesh-devouring corpses, put one between my eyes. In fact, double-tap that shit.

I apologize. Halloween comes around and most people get super excited for dressing up and enjoying the darker side of things. I get into the deepest, darkest parts, and enjoy them too much.



I do NOT like being scared. Halloween is great because I'm not scared of things like Death or darkness, but I admit that things I do not even believe in absolutely terrify the shit out of me. I do not watch ghost movies. I do not stay on channels that play previews for upcoming ghost movies. Give me zombies, vampires, or even video game-based movies (ghosts or not) and I will love it.
There have been numerous occasions where I have been snuck up on that I have either shut down into a sobbing, snotting mess of anxiety, and/or beat the living shit out of the offender then felt like a total dick afterward, even though it wasn't my fault.
In college I had a group of guy friends that I spent my weekends with playing video games. Resident Evil 4came out and we all decided to play through it in the dark. Ten or so of us piled into a teeny, hot dorm room at 3 in the morning (I wasn't supposed to be there, private Christian college and all). I had just snuck in and asked if I could have some game play time. I came in at the Lake. It was silent. I knew Del Lago was coming, was anticipating it at any second. My eyes widened and my heart thundered in my chest.
BAM MUTHERFUCKERSONOFABITCH!!!!
At the precise moment that Del Lago busts through the water, the asshole behind me jabbed me in the ribcage with his bony fingers.
I peed myself.
I peed myself, and clocked him in the face.
Blood and piss and tears.
Lucky bastard just got a split lip, but my knuckle was split, I was crying hysterically, and had wet myself.
I ran out of the dorm and hid in my car, and still managed to feel like an asshole because I had hit someone.

Anyway, I'll be in Seattle on the weekend of October 19-20th, planning on shooting with the magnificent Milloux. I can't tell you how excited I am for this opportunity love I want to do something special and sexy for all of you. Not sure if you know this, but I love making you happy! kisskiss

VIEW 25 of 61 COMMENTS
marlene:
Yes haha Jupiter posted one more pic on her Instagram (if you follow her) I'm so impatient!
Oct 16, 2012
toxic:
Set is bumped up! Yay closer to seeing your boobies...in a set biggrin!
Oct 17, 2012

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