keiko

It saddens me greatly that you're having a difficult time. Yours are about as uplifting and delightful as any pictures I've seen and it troubles me that I have so few avenues for showing my appreciation or returning the favour that your presence here constitutes.

People are insensitive and hurtful as a function of their own insecurities. If you study the phenomenon for a while, I'm sure that you will feel sorry for the wretched state that so many are perpetually in and you will no longer expect kindness and consideration from people who have very little of it to give. You're so creative, attractive and bright that insecure people comparing themselves to you will feel very small and may lash out or be otherwise unkind but it's no reflection on you or in any way what you deserve. I cannot imagine you having much trouble making worthwhile friends. Perhaps you can let the others fade away.