so yea school SUCKS im going to get kicked out of my major again, my one good friend tried to kill herself tonight, im just really depressed anymore. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! i constantly get the urges like i got in high school i thought i was over that! i guess not. i havent been feeling like im in a relationship w/ my fiance anymore, it feels like just a friendship to me anymore. there is someone id honestly rather be w/ but i cant break up w/ my fiance. i dont know anymore life is sooo messed up im messed up. i wish i was fine
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