With insomnia, you're never really awake and you're never really asleep. Everything is a copy, of a copy, of a copy.
I ask and ask and ask all of you not to judge me. Why is that so hard of a request? Yes i may do some modeling, and no i dont drink anymore and yes i do still smoke. Do you all really have to beat me down?
This perpetual circle that i seem to be going in is gettting tiring.
1)Wake up at 5:30 get ready for school
2)Go through school all day long not awake and not asleep
3)Finish at 3:10
4)Get to work at 3:20
5)Sit and watch people at work till i clock in at 5
6)Get off at about 10
7)Go home and do it all over again the next day.
I have no life and it is getting sickning!
Every evening i die. And every evening i am born again. Resurrected... Im sick of copies. im sick of seeing the same people at the same time every day. Im sick of same 'ol same 'ol.
Im sick of the trashy town i live in with all the trashy crack heads. Im sick of not going out at night because im scared of guys. Fuck! i miss my friends, i miss my family and i miss my sister.
Why did she have to change so much? she use to be my bestfriend and i use to look up to her soo much... now she just changed and it sucks i dont even know her anymore. im scared for her and so is my family. all i know is it somtimes seems like she judges me more than anyone. When im the person that watches over her. covers for her and sticks up for her. I quit.
Im exausted... everything... Im ready to have my fight and figure out who i am. WHO WANTS TO FIGHT!? IM READY AND OPEN. TAKE ME ON!
I ask and ask and ask all of you not to judge me. Why is that so hard of a request? Yes i may do some modeling, and no i dont drink anymore and yes i do still smoke. Do you all really have to beat me down?
This perpetual circle that i seem to be going in is gettting tiring.
1)Wake up at 5:30 get ready for school
2)Go through school all day long not awake and not asleep
3)Finish at 3:10
4)Get to work at 3:20
5)Sit and watch people at work till i clock in at 5
6)Get off at about 10
7)Go home and do it all over again the next day.
I have no life and it is getting sickning!
Every evening i die. And every evening i am born again. Resurrected... Im sick of copies. im sick of seeing the same people at the same time every day. Im sick of same 'ol same 'ol.
Im sick of the trashy town i live in with all the trashy crack heads. Im sick of not going out at night because im scared of guys. Fuck! i miss my friends, i miss my family and i miss my sister.
Why did she have to change so much? she use to be my bestfriend and i use to look up to her soo much... now she just changed and it sucks i dont even know her anymore. im scared for her and so is my family. all i know is it somtimes seems like she judges me more than anyone. When im the person that watches over her. covers for her and sticks up for her. I quit.
Im exausted... everything... Im ready to have my fight and figure out who i am. WHO WANTS TO FIGHT!? IM READY AND OPEN. TAKE ME ON!
you really want fight???