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I came up with the most wonderful idea the other day. It might be the first time in almost two years I cracked a smile not backed by any of the things that have haunted me. I was overwhelmed by a feeling of the most blissful peace I could have imagined.

I dont know how to pull this off.
I dont even know if I...
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So we arrive at 4 pm. People change clothes, mill, help out here and there, plot, plan, and otherwise feel all tingly with nerves and otherwise useless. People did makeup, gossiped, skated, and fought back butterflies as the doors opened and people poured in.

In the end we had over eight hundred people attend our event, and that wasnt even the final count, and only...
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___k:
Heheh I know a ROLLERGIRL!
I may just have to call you next time I need an ass kickin'... wink
Congrats on the victory; I wish I could've been there to see it. I know you all rocked.

Maybe next time. smile


[k]
[EDIT: yTpo]

[Edited on Jul 18, 2005 3:18AM]
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My door just opened itself.

Excuse me while the skin crawls off my neck.
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Day one of fasting for better health.

I come home after dreaming of Zaxby's the better part of a day. I flip on the TV, ready to veg to some cartoons, seriously pondering if eating shelled sunflower seeds actually counts as eating. I mean, its not like you can actually fill up on those unless you're eating them unshelled and by the handful. I decide...
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You think God wants to get laid? eeek
andreaandrea:
i don't know i'll ask him tonite when i'm on my knees.... biggrin
Did i miss meeting you at the party sat?
lucky777:
id say so, i mean obvisiouly he has way to much sexual tension built up. i mean look how the world is today. man if ever does get laid wow lookout someones got alot on them. i bet he is into goats though
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*sigh*

4 am and I'm not even tired.

So now I'm a cat murdering psycho, according to my last ex-roomie. I have stayed awake all hours of the night nursing sick animals to health. I have woken up every two hours promptly to feed a sick or baby animal with no mommy. I worked at a non-kill puppy shelter for over a year. I've lost...
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There's just something immensely satisfying about using your body. To skate, to fight, to fuck, to run, to dance, to move until muscles burnand scream and collapse in a pile of satiation on the floor. Stillness, with nothing but your heartbeat in your ears and ragged breath escaping your lungs, pains from places you didntknow existed in you, and some you knew did. Looking in...
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polygirlaz:
Applause Applause from the audiance. Kisses Cheri
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I have to get out of this place before I lose my mind. I dont want anything except everything, a totyal change, new air, new water, my whole past just obliterated. Every day I live a life I like and want to embrace, but every day I am dogged by the things I cannot escape.

There has to be way. I have GOT to get...
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onie:
oh god.. ive been in a constant state of stir crazy myself.. altho most of the time i feel strangly unmotivated to leave the house.
thanks so much for you support. we should all get together soon and go to r.thomas if you like the place. anyways.. thanks again.. some days are good some days are shit. ive never been alone like this before.. im just really happy i have ethan in my life right now, even tho its not quite the same as adult interaction. so anyways.. much love.. talk to ya soon.
X kiss
guinnessman:
Be careful, the fit of stir-crazyness can end you up in the middle of nowhere
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*sigh* I'm so restless tonight. Lonely. I miss him so much.

I am a fool who needs not let near 100 miles of the opposite sex.

"I need an everlasting love,
I need a friend and a lover combined
An everlasting precious love...."


"I know I know you well, well better than I used to...
I tell you, maybe she's just pieces of me you've...
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durbustweeb:
And I'd love to use you again for modeling.