I do try very hard to keep in mind my complete and utter unimportance in this universe, especially in the lives of those I love.
I feel stifled, trapped.
I treat everybody as fairly as possible, but no one is required to treat me the same way. I always do the right thing, but people who do wrong, they get the prizes. There is no value in a gift no one appriciates, so why do I continue to give?
I am tired. All I want today is to drink myself into an alcoholic stupor and forget the world exists. So far though, even drunk is eluding me. I need to drink more, faster. I so dont want to be sober right now. I'm about to start drinking it straight from the bottle.
Fuck.
I feel stifled, trapped.
I treat everybody as fairly as possible, but no one is required to treat me the same way. I always do the right thing, but people who do wrong, they get the prizes. There is no value in a gift no one appriciates, so why do I continue to give?
I am tired. All I want today is to drink myself into an alcoholic stupor and forget the world exists. So far though, even drunk is eluding me. I need to drink more, faster. I so dont want to be sober right now. I'm about to start drinking it straight from the bottle.
Fuck.
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luis:
I used to feel the same way, until I said fuck the world & I lived my life. I don't go out of my way to piss people off, but if you let anyone inside your life besides your close family, make sure they give before they get.
timore:
I asked my man about some 240s, all he could reccomend is Autotrader.com, which came up with this list of cars (I searched up to $6000, near zip 30313). Anyhow, good luck. I would not go for one earlier than a 91 though, smaller engine, and they have this weird bumper thing.