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this week has been weird. my sleeping schedule is still fucked. it seems i never want to wake up, no matter how much sleep ive gotten.

went to th castle tonight. my friend jim was DJin and played alot of good tunes. my best friend who i havent seen in forever was supposed to be there, but never showed. kinda fucked my night up and...
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girlcunt:
I think that most people go into the "what-the-fuck-is-wrong-with-dumbass-people" phase.i have that phase about once a day...
girlcunt:
Growling tends to make my throat itchy too.. like a tickling...makes me feel like a pansy when i'm trying to be all rwar.
edit: wow.. i want tickling shivers.. usually I just feel like i have to pee.


[Edited on Aug 04, 2003]
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i went to my friends memorial service today. it was at this bar in tarpon springs. it was awesome his band did a very nice job on the place. i met his parents and sister and a few of his friends. lots of nice things were said about him. he died on the 3rd of july while hanging out at this bar, he decided to...
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consuela:
crazy stuff there.
my grandma had her memorial service in a bar too.
brokenalice:
Carpe diem man....

You never know when it's your turn to be road kill.
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i think im manic....or just maybe a maniac?

well i have some shit in the works....i got an email about working at some bar booking bands. i have very minor details as of now. i know the place has its own PA....thats it. working on maybe a partnership w/ this dude who has some funds and im hoping to bring my sound guy from hoodoo....
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krista:
No, I just need an excuse to process film....

I think the heat of summer makes people stupid.
hazardstar2:
sorry about that...i didn't get in til real late, and then i had to get up before 6 to catch my flight...would have been really bad if i had missed it...next time.
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nothing to report....

i hate humans, theyre pieces of shit like myself....
brokenalice:
such an optimist! wink
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so friday night i went to this toga party. it sucked at first, but after awhile things started to get interesting. first off my friends band played the party, then there was mishaps w/ fireworks(mostly involving me shooting roman candles at people), then there were bums coming in the house and begging for money and beer, stupid girls and mad funness. went to ihop and...
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krista:
The things people can do with a shot of jager....
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well......

my show tonight was pretty damn good. i broke my record of people by 4, i had 79 people come in tonight. i lost my night and have to cancel the rest of my july shows...tonight would have went so smoothly....BUT right befor the last band half the electric went out and we had to make due. the last band still sounded good.

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brokenalice:
That sucks you had a kick ass night but they killed it anyway...

yay for boi kisses!!!
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i will never be something other than a worthless mockery and when i look back i say never again but i seem to end up srewing myself more and more i just can't get it right, get it right, i've been told before that i'm a looser heading for the door i can't believe that it's happening again and i found myself laying face down...
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went and saw melt banana tonight....awesome fucking show! sexy asian chicks everywhere.....swoon!

good to see brokenalice and WSCUMFUXWADE out tonight.


on another note......

i kinda doubt about it i'm kinda sick about this feeling talking brings it out i'm kinda short on feelings i kinda got the feeling that i'm losing everyone could this be all could it linger anymore but what an endless fall...
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i threw some pics up.....finally. puke
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what a poopie night...... frown
punkkitty:
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