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Through the looking-glass and out the other side. Hurled into the jaws of your own hard truth.

It's only when you no longer want something that it becomes yours to own.

This I know.

Last night, after a week-long dream, the old fantasies became reality in ways not even the most outrageous excesses of Hollywood have ever framed The Moment.

Sometime my life is like...
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nixon:
It was prolly still better than stickin' aroud here watching me cough up super high-bounce snot balls.

Strange times.

Methinks the planets are all fucked up.

But I owe you teh big time.
nixon:
Odd. I'm supposed to tell you that Chris lost his phone and can't call you till Friday. Aparrently the Araby princess was also teh massive phone-thief.
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I am hungry.

I am hungry for time.

I am hungry for the future to become the now, for everything I've worked and worked on to come to sweet, bloody fruition.

When I find what I want, I tend to work on it for a very, very long time.

Patience and endurance.

Pride and self-respect.

Hunger and hate and desire.

These things are fuel.

These...
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nixon:
I did NOT need to see that family during breakfast.
noelani:
Patience-

i have none
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Every day, as a part of my job, I talk to a hundred people who are too lazy to read, or who have allowed themselves to be incapable of doing so.

When I was six, my teachers changed the rules of our school's reading marathons because they wouldn't believe I read two or three books a day.

Every month or so, I get an absurdly...
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fractal:
Oh I saw, after a conversation with sis.

Thus the hair-jack comment.
fractal:
seriously? He totally will next week while you're here.
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nixon:
vivid:
How LooneyToons of you.
explosives... a girl's best friend.



i dont think its much worth a bit-by-bit battle... but meh. Im more setting myself up for heartbreak.
I live by the "loved and loss" scene, I guess.

My head has been in other places. Ill get my ass on updating soon. Ive been stuck on "tomorrow"... which never comes, ironically.
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Really, is it so much to ask to want to meet a girl who'd appreciate having dinner cooked for her, followed by a long, sensual massage, and then being blindfolded and punchfucked to sleep while Godflesh plays on the hi-fi?

I swear, even the most badass of y'all give me a case of the yawns recently.

I've decided that the SG Prom is a lot...
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ridley:
Try 19 years, then you want to leave smile But it is always good to come home for a bit.
nixon:
I don't have room for the cord.

Much less the boy that aparrently moved in.
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Heh. I taught myself how to integrate .svg animation into HTML, from 0-60, in seven hours.

1. Now I want head.

2. I fully expect to be fired from my job soon, because all I do at work now is coding and graphic design.

Ironic; I work in a call center, and I'm practicing web design in my spare time ('spare' being defined as the...
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d23:
my brain is feeling dribbly...

...but i recall that it was a pleasure meeting you sir
demonesskage:
It was good to meet you in person. I should really not drink that much, ever again.
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I'm going to LA!!!

Yee-to-the-motherfucking-ha.
noelani:
I know you do love. You've actually inspired a bit a fire under my ass to get back to working on Bittersweet.

oh! I'm going to LA too! next weekend though. When are you going?
megalomatthew:
So am I!...but only for a moment before I continue on to Coachella!
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Mmm.

Yesterday I had a fabulous friendsdate.

I cooked prosciutto-stuffed basil chicken, drenched it in butter and white wine, and topped it with baked Fontina cheese. It was served along with garden vegetable ravioli in an alfredo sauce, and accompanied with a perfect Husch chardonnay.

Afterwards, we walked through the rain in search of cloves at midnight, had several nift conversations, and ended it all...
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fractal:
I"ll so kick your ass if you don't come visit soon.

Fuck Coachella.

I actually had a dream that you came to visit last night.
fractal:
and yes, we had all our clothes on.
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In a dream, I was riding down Highway 101, beneath a full and silver moon. She was behind me, and beneath me, our dreadlocks tangled like black snakes fighting, or dancing, or... kissing.

Her hands were around my waist, my throat, and elsewhere, everywhere, all at once.

But that is the middle of the dream, and to knoe the logic of the dream we must...
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vivid:
Thanks limpdick. =p
vivid:
Anytime FagHag.
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Last night, I drank all of the Jager in the world.

I apologize if this inconvenienced anyone else who wanted some.

w00t.
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obsidity:
And there was much rejoicing.
megalomatthew:
and the question is...did the result involve a concussion and possibly a gushing head wound?