So much going on right now. The hardest part based in the relationships I have in my life. It is so incredibly hard to keep all those I care about happy and feeling as though our relationship is in some way fulfilling to them. I feel badly when I lose touch and can't reach out to all that I would like due to schedules, classes, kids, work or something unknown getting in the way. Relationships are important to me and being true to those that care about me is something I place a great deal of value in so I find myself at an uncomfortable place right now. I've lost two good friends recently due to things unsaid and a lack of time to work on the fallout of repressed issues coming to a boil. I feel a void were these people used to be and it kills me. I want to fix the relationships, but I know there is little I can actually do. My circumstances are the same so its not like i could say that this time would be any different. As only one person, I constantly am reminding myself that it is impossible to please everyone all the time, but its a hard fact to come to grips with when the people in your life are most important while at the same time being the most neglected due to restraints placed by other facets of my daily routines.
I wish there were more hours in the day so that no one needed to be left out, but since that will never be the case, I need to discover a way to better manage relationships in my life.
I wish there were more hours in the day so that no one needed to be left out, but since that will never be the case, I need to discover a way to better manage relationships in my life.