juxtapose

Two and a half hours @ the DMV. Someone stole my plates last Saturday. I was soo bored I think I used all my minutes on my phone in just one day.

I have a long weekend of working this week. Hopefully get to see bassplayer on sunday..if he doesn't flake out ...err...and if I dont either. Don't forget about me !

Tonight I will be having a slumber party with myself, my friend, and our best pal Johnny Walker (red). I have the day off tomorrow but, it doesn't matter anyway I still have to wake up at 7:30 regardless. What will we be doing? Hmmmm.... Will probably do the usual...drink, dance, cry and sing. Since this is not tequilla we are talking about and its scotch, if we're lucky maybe will start a fight too. Soundz exciting doesn't it??
not really...

I'm still confused about my shiznit..but I guess that's the joy of being in your early twenties..and being a single mother. I have to decide now where I want to live and work..and I have NO fuken clue. I have a NICE deposit to put down on a house. It makes me sad because I always thought I'd buy a home with my husband or significant other...but I'm buying it alone. A big house all to myself and my son. I'll be inviting alot of people over to fill it, while I take over my usual corner. I really should be happier..but I'm not. I finally got my financial aid for school all squared away but now I dont know what I'm going to do.

I was going to the gym...but umm...not today, I put it off this long, another day wont kill me....or will it? I feel like I'm dead already anywayz.

I think this is the most honest journal I have written in a looong time. WOW!
Who the fuck reads this shit anywayz?

Yours Truly,
Maxine
( I even put my real name this time...how bout' that)


I'm too sexy sexy for my shirt ..soo sexy it hurts