Finding it harder and harder to motivate myself for anything.
Single, bored, feeling somewhat offensive , Meh.
What is the adventure? The next location? The next friend? The next meal? The next love?
Bring it.
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Woo.
Had an anxiety attack for the first time out on my climbing trip this week.
I don't even know what to think or do with myself... In general.
Lonely and Pathetic-
example: Going to a strip club by myself. Drinking... Alone. Breaking into tears in the drive home.
Going off grid for a bit.
Sometimes I wish I had a blog. Somewhere I could throw out things just to put them out there. Y'know, where you can get responses but not from people who might hound you about it. People who might ask things like "are you OK?" or ask for follow up- just take what you say and that's it.
I need a date. Lower my standards? Put
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Today is Fuck You Friday.
Those of you who have met me, I'm really not that much of drinker. I didn't even have my first drink until I was nearly 24; just had no interest in it.
Lately I've been feeling a bit down and for the first times in my life I've felt the "need" for a drink AND actually acted on it.
My roommate (brother) situation is a...
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Just nothing at all.