its almost friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank goodness. i am so tired. i am so overwhelmed. i am so overworked. and did i mention uncomfortable? yeah, that too.
i have had friends tell me about the last month of pregnancy being just absolutely uncomfortable, but i never really believed them...i thought they were over-exaggerating and whining...so not true! the discomfort is all too real. my body feels heavy...undescribably heavy.
work has been stressful. i just want to cry. but there's no time. i barely have time to breathe. all i want is a day to myself where i can just do nothing. but that never seems to happen. every time there is a promise of one of these days, something comes up. maybe this sunday...
so, the relationship thing...we're "on" again. hopefully this time it will stick
so many things have happened with that its just crazy. men can be funny and difficult~~i'm not saying women aren't equally as difficult. so, we're doing the distance thing, which is hard, but so far its good. we talk constantly...probably too much, but oh well. one thing about distance, you're forced to work on communication, which should be the foundation of any great relationship. you know its not based on sex, because, face it, there isn't any 
and when you actually do get to see each other, its so much more exciting and you're just happy to be with that person.
otherwise, things are pretty much the same...working 4 jobs and just feeling so worn down.
last night i had a dream about medical files. just the files. they were opening and closing by themselves. they were flying across the room and putting themselves away and stacking themselves on top of each other. there were no people, just the medical files...can we say too much time spent working???
so, friday is a work day, but only from 8-5. nothing before, nothing after. what a relief.
then saturday i work and then have my 2nd baby shower. that should be fun. we'll see what exciting things my sister has planned for the shower.
sunday, hopefully, will be my day off...and the last nascar race of the season oh how sad.
life is just barreling at me. the baby will soon be here and i feel so pressured to get everything done, yet i have no freaking clue what EVERYTHING is. i don't know what i am supposed to do and what i am supposed to have done and how to do any of it. and its scary.
but, i am now very tired. i think i will go to bed.
i have had friends tell me about the last month of pregnancy being just absolutely uncomfortable, but i never really believed them...i thought they were over-exaggerating and whining...so not true! the discomfort is all too real. my body feels heavy...undescribably heavy.
work has been stressful. i just want to cry. but there's no time. i barely have time to breathe. all i want is a day to myself where i can just do nothing. but that never seems to happen. every time there is a promise of one of these days, something comes up. maybe this sunday...
so, the relationship thing...we're "on" again. hopefully this time it will stick
so many things have happened with that its just crazy. men can be funny and difficult~~i'm not saying women aren't equally as difficult. so, we're doing the distance thing, which is hard, but so far its good. we talk constantly...probably too much, but oh well. one thing about distance, you're forced to work on communication, which should be the foundation of any great relationship. you know its not based on sex, because, face it, there isn't any and when you actually do get to see each other, its so much more exciting and you're just happy to be with that person.otherwise, things are pretty much the same...working 4 jobs and just feeling so worn down.
last night i had a dream about medical files. just the files. they were opening and closing by themselves. they were flying across the room and putting themselves away and stacking themselves on top of each other. there were no people, just the medical files...can we say too much time spent working???
so, friday is a work day, but only from 8-5. nothing before, nothing after. what a relief.
then saturday i work and then have my 2nd baby shower. that should be fun. we'll see what exciting things my sister has planned for the shower.
sunday, hopefully, will be my day off...and the last nascar race of the season
oh how sad. life is just barreling at me. the baby will soon be here and i feel so pressured to get everything done, yet i have no freaking clue what EVERYTHING is. i don't know what i am supposed to do and what i am supposed to have done and how to do any of it. and its scary.
but, i am now very tired. i think i will go to bed.
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and seriously try not to worry about how you will cope once the baby is here....even though you might not know what to do now...it honestly does just fall into place when it needs to.