so i thought i would be better by tuesday...i was wrong. its wednesday and i am almost 100%. so, by thursday i hope to be myself again...well as much myself as i can be at this point
i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out. "if i can't get out down there, i'll get out up this way..." is what she must be saying.
it snowed yesterday
i don't like the snow. it always snows in october here. i miss kc where we actually had a fall season. fall is my favorite and i always feel like i get cheated out of my season here ![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
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the trees barely turn yellow and then they're blanketed with snow. and then, of course, its supposed to be in the 50s and 60s from now until Halloween...and then Halloween~~~SNOW. and i am supposed to drive 5 hours to denver on Halloween to catch a plane. i hope i stay ahead of the snow.
my nights have been plagued with bad dreams lately. some about the baby, some not, but all of them disturbing and strange. i guess i need to watch what i eat before i go to bed
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
i swear, she's trying to get out. sometimes she literally reaches on top of my ribs like she's trying to climb a ladder and find her way out. "if i can't get out down there, i'll get out up this way..." is what she must be saying.
it snowed yesterday
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
my nights have been plagued with bad dreams lately. some about the baby, some not, but all of them disturbing and strange. i guess i need to watch what i eat before i go to bed
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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In any case, I'm so excited that every day brings up closer to the day we welcome your little heart breaker into the world! I can hardly wait
I know what you mean about snow... that's one reason I'm glad I'm out here for a little bit. There's no snow to irritate and frustrate me.
anyway, you're heavy on my mind but it's a weight that I'll happily bear until we speak again...
ps: you look beautiful... as always... pregnant is a good look for you. and happy suits you like you wouldn't believe...